TAPAN MISRA: RETURN FROM EAST BENGAL
After staying for a while
in East Bengal the Lord made up His mind to return Home. On being apprised of
the intention of the Lord the people of those parts brought various offerings
of all their treasure. The presents included gold, silver, pots for holding
water, excellent seats, finely dyed blankets, a great variety of clothing, etc.
All persons gladly made an offering of all the best things of their households.
Lord Gauranga-Sree Hari was pleased to accept their offerings, bestowing His
Merciful Glance on all. Having taken His leave of all persons Lord Sree Gauranga
set out for His Own Home, Many students from East Bengal followed the Lord to
Nabadwip to study under Him there.
The Lord apparently did not
think it to be incompatible with the duty of a-house-holder to accept the
presents of the people of East Bengal for imparting them knowledge of the Shastras.
This may be objected to on the ground that it amounts to nothing less than the
selling of knowledge which is forbidden by the Shastras. There is a distinction between professional teachers of
different branches of secular knowledge and the preacher of the Religion.
The profession of a secular
teacher is recommended by the Shastras as
un-objectionable from the worldly point of view and is given preference over
other occupations for earning a livelihood. The Lord does not appear in East
Bengal as Preacher of the Religion. The Shastras
forbid selling of religious teaching. The preacher of religion must not
accept any remuneration for his services as preacher. If he accepts payment and
is dependent on it for his livelihood he cannot but desire to please his
pay-masters and thus fail to maintain his unconditional adherence to the Truth,
which is essential in every bona fide preacher
of the religion. The least concession to any worldly purpose makes a person.
unfit for being a preacher of the Absolute Truth. It is, therefore, absolutely
necessary to keep the whole arrangement for the preaching of Religion outside
the obligations of the social systems devised for the attainment of purely
worldly ends; as any adulteration is bound to be productive of irreparable
mischief for all concerned, there is no harm in any one accepting presents in
return for imparting knowledge of the Shastras
to his students. These payments also were voluntary and not confined to the
students.
It was apparently regarded
as the duty of all house-holders to place the best part of their wealth at the
disposal of the secular teachers of the people. This was a social arrangement
for the promotion of secular learning. It had nothing to do with the preaching
of the religion. The people naturally flocked to Nimai Pandit in order to study
Vyakarana as He was reputed to be the greatest scholar of that day. They had
their reward in gaining scholarship of a superior order in a short time
There was,
however, one notable exception. A most fortunate Brahmana, by name Tapan Misra,
presented himself before the Lord on the eve of His return from East Bengal,
with the intention of obtaining a solution of his doubts regarding the real
nature of the Object and method of spiritual practices. Tapan Misra was not one
of the ordinary type of inquirers who believe it to be their duty to be curious
about everything and therefore also about religion. The problem, with which
Tapan Misra approached the Lord, had been suggested in course of a long
endeavour to find the Truth by the method of sincerely following out the
injunctions of the Shastras. Tapan
Misra had already lost all taste for worldly life. He was in that critical
state when the mode of life, with which he had been familiar, had ceased to
interest, but when yet no satisfactory substitute had been found. Being
naturally of a perfectly sincere turn of mind he had not sat down tightly on
his doubts. He had been to all persons whom he considered likely to be able to
help him in solving his doubts. These doubts were troubling him in spite of the
conventional religious life with its theory and practices which, as the duty of
one born in a Brahmana family, he had duly inherited and which he had been
trying sincerely to follow up in life. He was too genuinely inquisitive to be
content without troubling about the real value of his inherited activities and
their necessity for himself as an individual. He was, therefore, deeply pious
in his external conduct but distracted within by the gravest doubts regarding
his own real condition. This is a very rare combination. Habit is a formidable
enemy on the path of progress if it happens to be unduly enamoured of itself
and breeds the inclination to be really content with a bad thing. The human
soul by his constitution is naturally opposed to anything short of the Absolute
Truth. No mechanical dogmatism can satisfy him. The affairs of this world are carried
on by most of us on the basis of working hypotheses called by the misleading designations of Natural
Laws and Moral Principles. Their proper function is merely to stimulate,
without being able to satisfy, our loyal inclination for the service of Truth.
Those who suppose that it is never possible for us to-attain the Real,
Immutable Truth, soon get reconciled to this ever-shifting hypothetical mode of
living which alone is possible with the help of empiric ethics and the other
empiric sciences. They are not pessimists as regards their own method. They
subsist on the hope of a hypothetical notion called progressive improvement,
without really caring to examine seriously the basis of such hope.
Tapan Misra had ceased to
be a contented empiricist. He had also failed to understand the basis of his
own faith in the Scriptures. A careful study of the Shastras and prolonged performance of Shastric practices had failed to solve his doubts. He was studious,
thoughtful and practical and had also been trying honestly to live the
unworldly life enjoined by the Shastras.
As the result of this he had made the discovery that it was not possible to
understand or obey the Shastras, as
their theories and injunctions seemed to contradict one another and certain
principles also seemed wholly impossible to carry out in practice. He was too
honest to be disposed to ignore or lightly explain away such discrepancies. In
one word he was a seeker of the Absolute
Truth and determined not to serve anything else under the name of the
Truth.
In this dilemma Tapan Misra
had a wonderful dream. A celestial being appeared to him in his dream and
advised him to proceed to Nimai Pandit Who would solve all his doubts. The god
told him further that Nimai Pandit is no other than Narayana Himself Who had
appeared in this world in His Human Form for delivering the conditioned souls.
The Brahmana was also warned not to divulge this secret of the Vedas to anyone
else as such conduct would entail trouble for him in all subsequent lives. The
Brahmana shed copious tears on beholding this auspicious dream. Recovering his
balance of judgment he blessed his good fortune and, fixing. his thoughts on
the Lord, hastened to His Presence.
Tapan Misra made his way to
the place where the Lord was seated in the midst of His pupils, and, after
making obeisance, stood before Him with the palms of his hands joined in the
attitude of supplication. He then completely laid open his heart to the Lord,
saying that the ordinary duties of life had lost all their charms for him, and
that he was passing his days in a state of intense suspense, due to failure to
understand the proper method and object of spiritual living. He had, therefore,
come to Him for enlightenment on the subject, being fully convinced that there
was no other way out of the difficulty except through His Mercy. He hoped to be
delivered from the bondage of the world by His Kindness and prayed that He
would overlook his unfitness and mercifully communicate to him the right method
and object of spiritual living. He desired to learn the Truth from His Own
Lips, and to be delivered thereby from the state of unbearable misery.
The Lord told the Brahmana
that he was most fortunate, as there cannot be any fortune higher than the
condition of one who is desirous of serving Krishna with all his faculties. The
service of Godhead is a subject that is most difficult to understand and is
vast beyond all measure. The Supreme Lord Himself settles the form of His
worship for every Age, proclaiming the same for the information of all. For
this purpose He comes down into this mundane world in each of the four Ages. He
returns to his Realm after settling the form of the Religion that is appropriate for each particular Age. The account of
the Lord’s Appearances in this world is recorded in the Shastras for the information of everyone. The Lord Krishna Himself
says in the Geeta, ‘I appear in this world in the successive Ages for the
purpose of delivering the sadhus, for
eliminating those who are addicted to evil and for fully establishing the
Religion.’. The Bhagavatam says that
“Krishna appears in each of the four Ages with a Different Complexion. He is
White, Red and Yellow respectively in the three other Ages and is of a Dark Hue
in Dwapara. The Colour That Krishna assumes in the different Ages corresponds
to the character of the particular Age. The form of Religion, laid down by the
Lord for the Kali Age, is the congregational chant of the Holy Name. There are
four different forms of the religion to be followed by the souls in the
different Ages. The object of all forms is the same. This common object is
realized in the Krita Age by following the method of meditation (dhyana) on Vishnu; in the Treta Age by
worshipping Him with sacrifices (makha); in
the Dvapara Age by the mode of serving the Holy Form in the manner of
ritualistic worship (archana) and in
this Kali Age by chanting (Kirtan)
Hari. The performance (yajna) of the chant
of the Holy Name is, therefore, the only mode of the worship for the Kali Age.
One cannot be delivered in the Iron Age by following any of the other
prescribed forms of worship. The Vedas themselves fail to describe fully the
praises due to one who takes the Holy Name night and day, eating or sleeping.
It is necessary to note carefully that the modes of asceticism (tapas) and sacrifice (yajna) are forbidden in the Kali Age. Those, who worship Krishna, are most
fortunate”. The Lord advised Tapan Misra to worship Krishna by staying at home,
avoiding whatever was opposed to it positively or negatively, by the method of
single-hearted devotion. Sree Gaursundar also assured Tapan Misra that he would
realize the true nature of the object and mode of worship, and in fact
everything, by means of the congregational chant of the Name of Hari. “The Name
of Hari alone is efficacious. There is absolutely no other course in the Kali Age”. The Lord told Misra that the
Name, or Mahamantra, That should be
chanted consists of sixteen Names and thirty-two letters possessing the potency
of the mantra, “Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama
Rama Hare Hare.”
He assured Misra that he
would know the true object as well as method of spiritual living when by
constant practice of chanting the Holy Name the first tender shoots of
spiritual love (prema) would manifest themselves.
Misra made repeated
prostrated obeisances at the Feet of the Lord on learning this Teaching from
the Mouth of the Lord Himself. The Misra said that he would like to remain with
the Lord, if so commanded. But the Lord asked him to proceed to Varanasi
(Benares) without delay, promising to meet him there and to tell him all the
principles regarding method and object of spiritual living.
This short Catechism, of
the Creed laid down by the Supreme Lord as the only form of Religion of the
present Age, will give the reader a concrete and definite but not the detailed
idea of the form of worship established by Sree Chaitanya Deva. The principles
as well as the practice, that are taught, will become clearer as we follow the
Career of the Lord and His devotees through each successive chapter. But it is
necessary to make a few observations on the subject without anticipating what
is to follow in order to clear uncertain initial misconceptions that may
trouble the reader in regard to the outline that is just offered.
It is definitely declared
that the object of Religion is one but its form varies from Age to Age. But the
form is not evolved by the course of events of this world. The establishment of
the form of worship appropriate for the particular Age is also a Divine event.
This task is performed by the Supreme Lord Who comes down in this world for the
purpose of establishing and proclaiming the form of the worship to be followed
in each Age. This is a most important point. Those, who object to variety of
the form of worship, are in the wrong. The variety of form is not evolved by
the changing circumstances of this world, although it is of the nature of an
adjustment. But the adjustment is not human, nor natural, but Divine, which is
also made by the Lord Himself. By the side of this special form of worship
established and proclaimed by the Lord Himself as the Dispensation of the Age
there may and, as a matter of fact do, actually spring up quite a crop of the historical forms devised by the blind
speculative instinct of the human mind to find its own independent solution of
the problem of the true function of life. The Divine Dispensation of each Age
is fully in accordance with the teaching of the whole body of the Shastras and is also definitely and
clearly stated therein. This is the really authentic evidence of the Divine
Dispensation for the present Age. This special form, though existing potentially in the record of the
Scriptures, requires to be established and proclaimed by the Lord Himself to
make it actually available for the Age.
The significance of neither
the Form nor the object of Divine Dispensations may be properly grasped by the
conditioned soul unless and until he is inclined of his own accord to seek for the Truth by the method of
giving up every other mode and object of living when and to the extent the
Truth actually manifests Himself. This is the sine qua non, the only pre-requisite, for the spontaneous
attainment of spiritual enlightenment. The points that are to be carefully
remembered, are these: ‘Spiritual Truth is categorically and eternally
different from all so-called empiric
truth. Spiritual Truth is Eternal and Absolute by His Nature, whereas empiric
truth is always tentative and changeable. The proper relation of the soul to
Spiritual Truth is, therefore, that of unconditional, perfectly rational,
submission; whereas the soul has no affinity whatsoever with the so-called
empiric truth, which is a material product and towards which the human mind,
mimicking the spiritual activity of the soul, pursues the plan of alternative
adoption and rejection. It is the process which the mind is always disposed to
proclaim as the function of the soul with whom
it declares itself to be
identical in order to delude the soul into agreeing to its unnatural
domination. The mind is the agent of Maya for deluding the soul. Spiritual
Truth cannot be discovered by the efforts of the materialized mind. The clear
perception of this fact is the indispensable pre-requisite for experiencing any
real desire for the Spiritual Truth. To such a seeker, say the Shastras, the Truth reveals His Own
Form. The duty of the conditioned soul is, therefore, to disavow all connection
with empiric truth in theory as well as
in practice and to wait upon the pleasure of the Spiritual Truth for all
enlightenment. Spiritual Truth, unlike dead material hypotheses, is a Living
Entity possessing the power of the true initiative. Spiritual Truth is pleased
to show Himself to the soul who, on realizing the inevitable futility of the
empiric method of quest, is in search of the right method and object of the
true rational inquiry.’
But a person, who is
dissatisfied with the limitations and inconclusiveness of the method and object
of the empiric search for Truth, need not necessarily accept the alternative of
waiting upon the Pleasure of the Divinity, Who is identical with the Absolute
Truth, for enlightenment. He may still continue to depend on human contrivance.
He may believe in magic, He may believe in blind faith ( ?) He may believe in
asceticism or yogic practices based on the principle of the efficacy of control
over the mind promised by physical processes such as breathing exercises, etc.,
etc. He may also believe in direct revelation to his heart without the
necessity of any extraneous effort on his part. It is always possible to secure
a number of texts of the Shastras in
apparent support of almost any view that one has already decided to adopt. The dissatisfaction, that leads to such
futile activities, will be of no help in the quest of the Truth.
The instrumentality of the
mind and its speculative faculty need not, of course, be ignored. All, that is
necessary, is to continue to use them vigorously, but with all due allowance
for their limitations, in every endeavour for the attainment of the unalloyed
service of the Truth. When the Absolute Truth makes His Appearance to the human
soul the cognitive faculty has to be actively employed in His service if the
Truth is to be realized. But our cognitive faculty must not be allowed to
obstruct or to dominate the Absolute Truth. Our cognitive faculty must submit
to be enlightened, not passively after the manner of stocks and stones, but by
the full exercise of its active receptive function which is natural and
possible for all self-conscious entities. The defect of the empiric method
consists in over-estimating the scope and power of the self-conscious ( ?)
principle in the conditioned soul. The self-conscious principle itself should not project itself in the
material world by willfully disconnecting itself from the Source of a11 real self-consciousness. Such wrong relationship with matter is
punished by the increasing curtailment of the scope. of activity of the
conscious principle itself. Relationship of the soul with matter is possible
and desirable but without losing connection with the very Source of
self-consciousness. The purpose of spiritual endeavour is to revive in an
active form the dormant connection with the Source. But the mind is to be
directed to the Source of its consciousness by the active exercise of all its
faculties for the purpose.
The existence of a recognizable and accessible Source
of the pure, unobscured conscious principle is the initial necessity if any
theory of the Absolute has to be translated into practice. This is supplied by
the periodic Appearance of the Supreme Lord in this world. The Shastras are His harbingers. The idea,
that Religion is identical with dogma in the empiric sense, is due to
fundamental misconception of the nature of the function of the soul in his
purely spiritual state. Submission to a half-conviction or unconviction is
dogma in the real sense which is the very life of our ordinary wordly activity
in all its forms. The almost unctuous fear of all dogma, that is so much
affected by all empiricists, should appear to all consistent thinkers to be a
piece of brazen hypocrisy. It is like the inveterate and designing thief
warning honest people against the crime of theft in order to disarm all
suspicions regarding the real thief who is no other than himself. The Shastras
alone are not dogmatic, but are wholly opposed to and free from all taint of
irrational empiric dogmas open and disguised. The Shastras, indeed, expose the futility and inconsistency of
dogmatism to the chagrin of all hypocritical empiric professors and
disseminators of rank dogmatism under the name of rationality. This is the
destructive function of the Shastras. Their
constructive function is to supply the clue to the Absolute Truth.
But the Shastras are not themselves sufficient
for the purpose of effecting the deliverance of conditioned souls, as the
latter are on principle disinclined to give them an unprejudiced, complete and
patient hearing. The few, who are exceptions to this rule, are bound to attain
the Truth if after carefully studying the Shastras
they do not misunderstand, or imperfectly understand, or fail to act up to,
the method laid down in the Shastras,
in a perfectly convincing and cognisable manner, for the quest of the Absolute Truth.
Tapan Misra could
understand neither the method nor the object of spiritual endeavour as laid
down in the Shastras. He had been
confused by his own honest endeavour.
The methods that he had followed had actually failed, and he was also aware of
this fact, to yield the result promised by the Shastras.
It is, no doubt, impossible
to fully understand how the instructions of Nimai Pandit recorded above could
produce in such a critically minded, sincere soul complete and instantaneous
faith in all the Statements of the Lord. The dogmatic empiricists will object
to this on the ground that it is dogmatism
to which he professes to be opposed in
theory. But without further wasting our time on these shameless hypocrites,
whose folly has already been sufficiently exposed, it would be far better to
try to understand how Nimai Pandit Himself was free from all such hypocritical
dogmatism.
What Nimai Pandit said is
this: “Tapan Misra should constantly repeat the maha mantra. The maha mantra.
consists of sixteen Names and thirty-two letters of the Alphabet. The maha mantra., although it is technically
in the form of Name and not of mantra, yet
possesses all the potency of the mantra..
The Names in the case of address in their Sanskrit form, constituting the maha mantra., have the following order:
‘Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare; Hare Rama, Hare Rama,
Rama; Rama, Hare Hare.’ This maha mantra
is to be constantly recited. There is no condition. The real meaning
of the method and object of spiritual endeavour, laid down in the Shastras,
would appear spontaneously after the process had been followed to the point
when the first tender shoots of spiritual love for the Divinity made their
appearance.”
This is a very simple creed
which also does not apparently rest on the rational basis. A string of names is
to be uttered continuously. How could this apparently non-rational advice fully
satisfy Tapan Misra?
The whole answer in a
nutshell is this. It is so because Tapan Misra submitted to receive the Truth
from the Supreme Lord. The Substantive Truth is communicated by the Power of
Mercy of the Lord. He cannot be reached by the uphill effort of the empiric
mind. It is no doubt true that Sree Chaitanyadeva subsequently described to
this same Tapan Misra in greater detail this very subject. That Discourse is
all-important and will appear in this work in its proper place. It will suffice
for the present to observe that the process recommended is different from the
magical art. The result promised is the knowledge of the right method and
object of spiritual endeavour discussed in the pages of the vast literature of
the Shastras. Magic produces, and
promises to produce, a temporary delusion. Even when magic seems to produce a
comparatively lasting result it is also not spiritual in the rational sense of
the philosophers. The cure of a disease of the seeming increase of the scope or
power of the senses and the mind, in regard to their relation with the objects
of this phenomenal world limited by the conditions of time and space, are not
spiritual results according to any school. Those who are inattentive to the
distinction between the Real Truth and changing hypotheses, between the
spiritual and the material, are likely to confound the maha mantra with a magical
formula. It is necessary to avoid this possible misconception.
All that can be reasonably urged
at this stage is that the proposition is stated but is not supported by any
form of argument or elucidation. The answer is that the discussion is
deliberately postponed to enable the Narrative to develop to that point at
which it will be practicable to resume the further consideration of the subject
in this form. Meanwhile the conversation of Nimai Pandit with Tapan Misra and
its effect on the latter may be accepted as a most wonderful event which
actually took place but which does not explain itself.
Of course nothing is
impossible with the Lord. The empiric dogmatist is not, however, satisfied, or
profess to be dissatisfied, unless an effort is made to consider all subjects
from the point of view of our limited reason which is confessedly unfit to find
out the Real Truth. Such inconclusive discussions by the method of begging the
question to be proved, also pretend to carry our knowledge of the subjects so
discussed further in the direction of the Truth. Such discussions undoubtedly
serve to direct our attention to all the superficial and misleading aspects of
a subject. We gather much information by its means, which is of a negative,
character and falls within the limited scope permitted to our present mental
faculties. Such knowledge is applicable to our circumstances of the phenomenal
world and enables us to a more or less extent to obtain the fulfillment of our
worldly purposes. This is the principle of worldly utility. It need neither be
belittled nor ignored. It is effective in its way. But the attainment of a
worldly result is no help in the process of understanding the Absolute i.e., the spiritual or real and abiding
nature of those very phenomena. For that purpose they require to be looked at
from the point of view of the Absolute Truth. The Lord alone can communicate
the spiritual understanding which enables us to know the Absolute Truth. Once
we have been enabled to attain the absolute standpoint we are in a position to
really share in the discourse about the Absolute Truth which is the subject-matter
of the Shastras. The Lord may adopt
any method to communicate to us this spiritual enlightenment. There is nothing
surprising in regard to the Activities of the Lord. But at the same time the
Lord does nothing that is not also perfectly rational in the only true sense.
We are, therefore, justified in trying to find out not the empiric but the
absolute rationale of the Lord’s
Teachings. We shall revert to this subject in its proper place.
Tapan Misra was, however,
convinced that he had at last found out the Truth of Whom he was in search. He
made repeated prostrated obeisances to the Lord Who now directed him to proceed
to Benares without delay where the Lord promised to meet him again and impart
the knowledge regarding the detailed principles of the method and Object of
worship. The reader is now in a position to distinguish between the connected
processes of the exposition of the principles of spiritual endeavour and
imparting of spiritual enlightenment. Misra was not advised to repeat the mahamantra mechanically. Such a piece of
advice gratis could not have
satisfied a real inquirer like Tapan Misra. He was satisfied because he was
enlightened by the Grace of the Lord as regards the substantive existence of
the subjects of his inquiry. Such causeless occurrences ordinarily go by the
names of miracle and magic. But we should be careful to remember that the
Performances of the Lord are not miraculous in the sense of being
unintelligible nor magical in the sense of being delusive. They are spiritual that
is intelligible to the perfect judgment of the enlightened soul although wholly
incomprehensible to the limited reason of the soul with a predilection for the
bound state. There is, of course, no question of delusion.
Tapan Misra was spiritually
enlightened by the Grace of the Lord; or, in other words, the perfect judgment
of the emancipated soul was re-established in him. He was, therefore, in the
position to understand the Reality of the Teaching of the Lord. The emancipated
soul functions in a strictly subordinate capacity. Such a soul does not try to
know anything by his own ascending effort. He simply waits to be enlightened.
This may appear to be like total loss of initiative. But it is really the
attainment of the true initiative. The enlightened soul is able to distinguish
between the results obtainable by the process of the so-called initiative
possible for the intellect that seeks its own gratification and the
corresponding faculty of the free soul willingly seeking the Gratification of
Krishna. The initiative exists in both cases. But the power is abused in one
case and used properly in the other. It is necessary to lead a healthy life. It
is also necessary to understand the principles of the Medical Science for the
purpose of being enabled to preserve one’s health. It is meaningless to want to
understand the principles for any other purpose. It is the only function of the
free soul to serve the Truth. But the Absolute Truth is not a general formula,
still less an abstraction. The Absolute Truth is a Real Person with Perfect
Initiative and Perfect Will. The so called abstract truth, being a figment of
our defective imagination, is really a dead thing which cannot be our master.
The Absolute Truth, because He happens to be the Real Person with Will of His
Own Who is not identical with our wills, can really command and be really
obeyed. The only function of the pure soul is to obey the Highest Person. It is
possible to suppose that we realize the nature of the spiritual service when it
is presented to us in the form of an abstract discussion like the present one.
But the conditioned soul can never realize the nature of spiritual service
merely by the process of such discussion, because he has as yet no substantive
experience of the spiritual existence. The Truth cannot be experienced by the
material senses or the materialized mind. He can only be experienced by the
spiritual senses and the spiritual mind. Tapan Misra found his spiritual senses
and his spiritual mind by the Grace of the Lord. This settled his doubts
regarding the substantive existence, nature, and object of spiritual endeavor.
He was, therefore, no longer in need of the knowledge
of the principles of such endeavour. But a discussion of the principles
from the Lips of the Lord Himself was necessary for the negative enlightenment of unemancipated souls .
The Lord then embraced
Tapan Misra. This produced horripilation all over the frame of the Brahmana due
to the manifestation of spiritual ecstatic love that binds all individual (Jiva) souls with the Feet of the Lord.
The Brahmana, on receiving the favour of the Embrace of the Lord of Vaikuntha,
then experienced for the first time the real spiritual bliss. At the time of
taking his leave he unbosomed to the Lord the details of his dream. On hearing
his story the Lord observed that it was true as far as it was proper and
reasonable; but he must not tell all this to any other person., The Lord
repeated this warning once more with earnestness. He then stood up smiling on
the arrival of the auspicious moment of His Departure for Home. In this manner
Lord Gauranga Sree-Hari prepared to return Home after glorifying the country of
Vanga by His Presence on her soil. The Lord reached Home in the evening with a
great quantity of valuables in the shape of money and costly objects which He
had brought as presents from East Bengal.
The Lord made prostrated
obeisances to the feet of His mother and made over to her all the treasures
that He had brought and immediately proceeded with His disciples to the Ganges
to bathe in the holy stream. The mother, stricken at heart, without delay
busied herself in preparations for cooking His meal with the help of other
members of the family. The Lord, Teacher of all persons by His Own Example,
prostrated Himself in obeisance to the Ganges in many ways. He sported in the
water of the Ganges for a while. The Lord returned Home after having obtained
the sight of the Ganges and bathed in her water. Then after duly performing the
daily worship; Lord Gauranga Sree-Hari sat down to His meal. The Lord of
Vaikuntha, having dined to satisfaction, seated Himself at the doorstep of
Vishnu’s Shrine.
By this time all relatives
and friends came to accost Him and sat on. all sides round the Lord. The Lord,
talking to all in a smiling and jocular manner, told them how pleasantly He had
passed His days in East Bengal. Mimicking the mode of speech of East Bengal the
Lord laughingly caricatured the people of that country. His friends did not say
anything about the disappearance of Sree Lakshmi Devi, being aware that such
communication would produce sadness. After a short stay all the friends took
their leave of Him. The Lord sat in the same position continuing to chew the
betel, indulging in light talk, laughter and jokes.
Sree Sachi Devi was staying
away inside the room. She did not come before her Son. The Lord Himself now
went up to His mother and found that her countenance was overcast with an
expression of deep dejection. The Lord greeted His mother with sweet words. He
inquired about the cause of her grief complaining that on His return from a
distant land instead of welcoming Him with special gladness she had chosen to
wear the appearance of mourning and pressed to know the reason of her sadness.
On hearing these words of her Son the mother burst into tears holding down her
face and remained speechless in her distress. The Lord told her that He
understood everything.'" Some evil must have befallen her daughter-in-law.
At this all who were present informed the Lord that His Spouse had, indeed
obtained the mercy of the holy Ganges.
Lord Gauranga Sree-Hari on
being told of the departure of Sree Lakshmi Devi, His Consort, paused for a
brief space holding down His Head. As a confession of grief at separation from
His beloved, the Life of all the Vedas remained silent for a while.
After indulging His Grief
in this matter for a brief space, in imitation of the ways of the people of
this world, the Lord repeated with a patient mind this sloka of the Bhagavatam, ‘Who are, indeed, these
husbands, sons, and relatives? Whose relations are they? It is all due to
ignorant delusion.’
The Lord continued to
speak, ‘Mother, why do you feel sad? How can that which is pre-ordained be
canceled Such is the march of Time. No one belongs to anybody. It is for this
reason that the Vedas declare this world to be impermanent. The whole world is
under the Dominion of the Lord. Who else can bring about either union or
severance? Therefore what has happened has been by the Will of the Lord. Where
is the use of grieving for what is past? Is there anyone who is more fortunate
than that departed person of pious deeds who has attained the mercy of the
Ganges before the Disappearance of Her Husband? Consoling His mother in this
way the Lord turned His Mind to His other duties in the company of his friends
and relatives. On hearing these words of nectarine sweetness from the Holy Lips
of the Lord all persons were fully relieved of every cause of grief.
We are accustomed to expect
something altogether new and strange and wholly different from everything with
which we are now so familiar, on being spiritually enlightened. This accounts
for our contempt for the homely and familiar events of our present everyday
life. We expect to find the life of saints to be something miraculous and abnormal.
This is due to want of clear thinking that leads us to confound the
super-natural with the unnatural. We have not to travel through all the
vastness of space in order to arrive at Vaikuntha. We fall into this world as
soon as our spiritual vision is obscured. The same Vaikuntha is then reflected
in a most unwholesome manner in the mirrors of our hearts. All that is
necessary in order to get rid of the misery of the worldly bondage, is to
cleanse the mirror of the heart to enable Vaikuntha to appear to us in the
undistorted form. This function few of us consider it worth our while to set
about in right earnest. We want to reach Vaikuntha by extending the scope of
our wrong activities. But so long as the heart remains unchanged the prospect
does not undergo any material change. The whole question is this— ‘Are we
seriously desirous of knowing the Truth ? Are we prepared for a change of heart
to accomplish this ?,
This is hastily supposed to
imply the call for the abdication of all functions of this world. If wife and
children have not to be ‘loved,(?) we are naturally shocked by the requisition.
It would be easier to part from them for good which is happening to soldiers
and sailors any day of their lives. But that does not make them spiritual, as
we know from experience. It is the humdrum duties of the average householder
which hang round our necks like the proverbial mill-stone and require to be
‘enlivened’ by the relieving process of separation, heroism, death, calamities
or the like. Without these latter life would be unbearable. The question on the
threshold of the spiritual life is not how to retain, or get rid of, the
activities that we already have, in a more effective or striking manner. Such
an attitude involves a forgone conclusion. How can a temporary thing be
retained effectively ? How can an actual thing be got rid of without
mangling ourselves? The runaway as well as the preservative methods are alike
futile and irrational. But they happen to be the only ones that the resources
of our present imagination can suggest for our relief. No third alternative is
at present conceivable to us.
That a person, who is
acting exactly like ourselves in this very world and with whom we ourselves have
most intimate relations, should have to be considered as being altogether
different in his outlook and behaviour from ourselves, is difficult to
understand or to admit. All that we may be prepared to allow is that he is
different from us in the same way as any two persons are different from one
another. The esoteric explanation is not of much use either in understanding or
in dealing with any person who is also apparently found to belong to this world
in the ordinary sense. If a person calling himself or allowing himself to be
called a Vaishnava have to be
allotted a privileged position, that does not accord with the requirements of
our common sense, simply on the basis of such esoteric explanations, there
would presently be no necessity for the exercise of common sense at all in any
affair of life.
These are the two poles of
the empiric attitude. It expects either magic or wholesale surrender to the
so-called common sense. It professes the latter, as being the more workable of
the two. What change, if any, it accordingly asks, is proposed to be effected
in its attitude by the transcendentalists?
Sree Gaursundar goes to
East Bengal to earn wealth by teaching the people. This is quite intelligible
and natural from the common sense point of view. After His return from there He
finds that His wife had had a sudden and untimely end. But He is not upset by
the information and calmly consoles His stricken mother. This is also quite
sensible and nothing extraordinary. It is ordinarily done under similar circumstances
by many other persons whose doings are allowed to pass unnoticed, by the
ordinary rules of common sense. If there be an esoteric meaning behind all
this, which was denied by many of His contemporaries at the time of their
occurrence, what difference will it make in our conduct if we refuse to take
any notice of the same? . We would behave in the same, or sometimes may be in a
better way in similar circumstance by the guidance of our common sense without
troubling about any supposed spiritual implication.
Life in Vaikuntha resembles
life in this world, but it does not interest the people of this world. In
Vaikuntha there are far more attractive objects of enjoyment than we find in
this world and in an absolutely and fully accessible form; but no one there
enjoys or discards them. This is opposed to the so-called common sense of the
people of this world. The common sense of this world tells us both to enjoy and
to discard. The common sense of Vaikuntha tells one to do neither. The
Vaishnavas are endowed with the common sense of Vaikuntha The esoteric
explanation is the only real explanation of their conduct which is based on a
different common sense, in the same way as the esoteric explanation is the only
explanation that is ordinarily given of the conduct of the people of this
world.
If it is asked, ‘Do the
Vaishnavas want to be guided by the common sense of Vaikuntha, which is claimed
to be different from the common sense of this world, in their dealings with the
people o£ this world?’ The reply is both ‘yes’ and ‘no’. They behave towards
one another unambiguously and in accordance with the common sense of Vaikuntha.
Towards the people of this world they behave in accordance with the common
sense of this world which is, however, perfectly amenable to the common sense
of Vaikuntha. So there need not be any quarrel over the matter on the part of
the advocates of common sense in its worldly sense.
The only difficulty is that
ordinary common sense, being based on the malicious selfish desire for sensuous
well-being of-oneself, leaves all our problem of existence really unsolved;
nay, it actually aggravates the evil of a perpetual state of joyless discord.
Our common-sense is sound in essence but misguided in practice by the fell
disease of hankering for selfish transitory enjoyment. The little acts of
everyday life would be endowed with the perfection of Vaikuntha if only a real
change of attitude could be brought about. This is wholly beyond the powers of
our mind to conceive, and it is not possible for us to fill in every detail of
the scheme of life led in Vaikuntha by means of our poor, corrupt imagination.
Every activity of Vaikuntha
is productive of more really lasting good and happiness than all the hollow
mummeries of the whole range of activities of this accursed world. Sree
Gaursundar apparently led a most ordinary kind of life as householder. Later he
led the ordinary life of a sannyasin. But
Both were actually lived on the plane of Vaikuntha. The Narrative of His Life
and its apparently ordinary common-place events acquaint us with the archetype
of the actual life led by absolutely pure souls in the Realm of Vaikuntha. The
esoteric meaning is the real meaning of such a life. The esoteric meaning of
the worldly life is a contradiction in terms. But all entities of this world
are capable of being used properly if they are employed in the service of the
Absolute Truth. In order to attain that point of view we must try to act up to
the common sense of Vaikuntha.
If we choose to lead a
worldly life we can never obtain a glimpse of that transcendental subject. It
is not by ‘digesting’ or ‘lecturing’ on the Vedanta Philosophy that spiritual
enlightenment is attainable. There are unfortunately many clever exponents of
the Vedanta in this country and abroad who have done no appreciable good either
to themselves or to others by their vanities. The Life and Teachings of Sree
Gaursundar are worth most careful perusal because They raise at every step the
gravest issues discussed in the Vedanta, in their concrete, living form. All
exposition of the Vedanta has to conform to the Life of Sree Chaitanya before
it can be accepted as really True. This is the relation between the two. In
this case we have to do with the Actual Reality, while in the case of ordinary
worldly Pandits we have to deal with the laboured non-sense of corrupt humbugs
who really know nothing of their subject. The mere mechanical perusal of the
Genuine Account of the Life of Sree Chaitanya is productive of incalculable
good, in as much as it presents to us in a concrete and uncontroversial form
the problem of spiritual living. After we have read the Life of Sree Chaitanya
we understand that it is possible for a devotee to lead the life of Vaikuntha
before our very eyes without our being aware of the same; and, what is more to
the point, that it is possible for us also to lead such a life in this world
without really disturbing anybody.
Sree Gaursundar exhibited
the Leela of being smitten with grief
on receiving the first intimation of the Departure of His Consort from this
world. Sree Sachi Devi was apparently, very much grieved by the loss of her
Daughter-in-law. Grief at the sad demise of beloved ones is natural and
inevitable in the case of the people of this world. There is also grief in
Vaikuntha but there it is a particularly delicious variety of uninterruptible
happiness. The reason of this we gather from the Words of Sree Gaursundar
addressed to His mother to console her. All grief is due to forgetfulness of
the fact that no one is either parent, child, wife or husband, of any other
person. Therefore, there can really be no such thing as bereavement which is
experienced by reason of our ignorance of the Truth.
But are we, therefore,
justified in neglecting our ordinary duties towards our dear and near
relatives? This way of stating, the question is misleading. People of this
world are exposed to joys and griefs on account of their friends and relatives.
These joys and griefs are of a transitory and unwholesome nature. Their
transitoriness as well as unwholesomeness are due to a fundamental
misconception of the events which are their cause. After the misconception is
removed we may or may not continue to have any dealings with our relatives and
friends as such. The devotee makes no
distinction between these two states. He may or may not continue his intimate
relationship with friends and relatives. He is guided by the resolve, of doing
nothing except the Bidding of Sree Krishna. If by the Will of Krishna he lives
as a householder he is careful to discharge his ordinary duties towards the
members of his family but without confounding the transitory with the eternal.
The transitory cannot be ignored. But it need not, therefore, be regarded as
identical with the permanent verity. On the contrary the transitory is capable
of being turned to the account of the permanent interest of a person if he
makes the former strictly subordinate and conformable to the requirements of
the latter. This will not necessarily make much appreciable outward difference
in the conduct of such a person towards anybody, except occasionally under the
necessity of being loyal to the spiritual standpoint. But his object and
outlook will be nevertheless necessarily altogether different from theirs and
it would be convenient to preserve an attitude of unsuspected reserve about the
real reason of difference, especially when no useful purpose is likely to be
served by its disclosure to unappreciative people. This is no culpable
duplicity as it implies preference for Truth as against untruth and a more
effective desire to serve Him. It is no doubt possible to live a
straight-forward and professed spiritual life even in this world. But this may
not always be effective in inducing worldly people to follow the Truth. It is
one of the most strange things about spiritual life that one who leads such a
life can do good to all by finding a way to associate everybody with himself in
his spiritual activities. The form of this connection will not be the same in,
all cases not because the tastes and capacities of people vary but because
Krishna is Autocrat. It is not to serve worldly people that a devotee willingly
lays himself under the obligation imposed by the Truth, of humouring their
weaknesses in order to exploit those very weaknesses for the service of the
Truth. Those who are not in the secret are likely to find fault with such
apparent lapses from the ideal (?) of straightforward worldly conduct, Such
lapses should also by no means be imitated by any body. But they constitute the
service of the Lord possible in this world.
Sree Gaursundar and Sree
Sachi Devi were however, acting truly in grieving at the Departure of Sree
Lakshmi Devi. They did not grieve like worldly people. The devotees of the Lord
are most intimately tied to one another by reason of their association in the
common service of the Lord. There is no question of the physical body or the
materialized mind in such relationship, nor any desire for sensuous
gratification of themselves. But Sree Krishna can be served by and through all forms
of relationship and distinctive manifestations which only serve to increase the
charm and diversity of spiritual service. The only thing needful is to avoid
self forgetfulness and not to suppose oneself to be any other than the
exclusive servant of Krishna.