Vrndavan is Made of Srimati Radhika
by Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayan Gosvami Maharaja
MATHURA, INDIA, Aug 25 Submitted by Jadurani
dasi
Dear Maharajas, Prabhus and Didis, Dandavat pranams.
Jaya Sri Sri Guru and Gauranga.
As Srila Prabhupada
Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja discusses in detail, in several places
of Sri Caitanya Caritamrta, Teachings of Lord Caitanya, and Krsna
Book, quoting from Ujjvala-nilamani and other Gosvami literatures,
the transcendental realm is full of ecstatic emotions. All the
emotions we experience in this world are perverted reflections of
those experienced in that realm. Without hearing about that abode
from the authorized disciplic succession, we conditioned souls can
never acquire the taste to serve there. Without knowing the goal,
there is no question on adopting the means to get there. Following
in the footsteps of Srila Prabhupada and our previous acaryas, and
in preparation for the upcoming Radhastami Festival at the end of
August, Srila Narayana Maharaja gave a series of four classes, in
Hindi, at the Sri Kesavaji Gaudiya Matha in Mathura, India. The
following is a translation of the first in that series of Srila
Maharaja's classes:
Tridandisvami Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta
Narayana Maharaja
VRNDAVANA IS MADE OF SRIMATI RADHIKA A
LECTURE ON BRAHMARA-GITA, THE SONG OF THE BEE
Sri Kesavaji
Gaudiya Matha in Mathura, U.P. India: August 5,
2001
Vrndavana is Radhamayi. It is made of Srimati Radhika,
and everyone there is bhava-vibhor, lost in transcendental
sentiments. The devotees here have just sung a bhajana in which they
prayed, "I don't want to leave Vrndavana", and the main cause of
that prayer is the variagated moods of Radhika and their depth of
absorption. When Uddhava saw the moods of Radhika at Uddhava-kyeri,
he became stunned like a wooden doll. Earlier he had been with Nanda
Baba and he was very moved by his moods and amazed by his deep love.
However, when he later saw the transcendental ecstasies of
divyonmada and citra-jalpa in Radhika, he became stunned in
helplessness.
Srila Rupa Gosvami has written, "I am standing
on the shore of the fathomless, bottomless, endless ocean of rasa in
which there are various ripples and waves, and after seeing it I am
explaining a portion of it in Ujjvala-nilamani."
There are
various moods in the stage of love in separation called divyonmada.
One of the symptoms is that the lover speaks irrelevantly, and this
is called citra-jalpa. There are ten categories of citra-jalpa, and
one of them is called prajalpa. Prajalpa, in turn, has four
symptoms, and they are transcendental envy, disrespect, pride, and
ridicule or taunt. The type of speech in which these four are
present is called prajalpa. [This is not to be confused with the
mundane prajalpa, nor can the other three be compared with their
mundane perverted reflections. They are all pure and transcendental,
and one who hears about them from the right source becomes purified
from the influence of their mundane counterparts.]
In Srimad
Bhagavatam, chapter forty-seven, called Brahmara-gita, Srimati
Radhika talks to a bumblebee whom She takes as a messenger of
Krsna:
madhupa kitava-bandho ma sprsanghrim
sapatnyah
kuca-vilulita-mala-kunkuma-smasrubhir nah
vahatu
madhu-patis tan-maninanam prasadam
yadu-sadasi vinambyam yasya
dutas tvam idrk
["Radharani said: 'O honeybee, O friend of a
cheater, don't touch My feet with your whiskers, which are smeared
with the kunkuma that rubbed onto Krsna's garland when it was
crushed by the breasts of a rival lover! Let Krsna satisfy the women
of Mathura. One who sends a messenger like you will certainly be
ridiculed in the Yadus' assembly." (SB10.47.11)]
When Uddhava
wanted to meet with the gopis to give them Krsna's message, the
gopis took him to where Radhika was lying down at a distance. They
offered him an asana, but instead of sitting on it he paid his
obeisances to it. Uddhava then saw a golden doll, on whose limbs
sandlewood paste was smeared, lying on a bed of lotus petals. She
was motionless, and all her friends were checking to see whether or
not She was alive. She was in such a state that Her friends were
completely perturbed, and they could not bring Her to
consciousness.
Srimati Radhika was engrossed in a mood in
which She was feeling Krsna in Mathura. She was thinking, "Krsna
cannot live without women, and therefore He must be associating with
the Mathura-ramanis, the beautiful young damsels of
Mathura.
Radhika began to experience asuya, envy, towards
these city girls. She saw a madhukara, bumble bee, flying around Her
feet and thinking they were lotuses. In Her high class of loving
mood She thought that the bee was a messenger of Krsna, and in this
elevated state of divyonmada She told him, "Don't touch me." Seeing
that bee had come to Her in an intoxicated state, She said, "O
Madhukara, it appears that My kanta, My beloved, has sent you to
pacify Me because He feels guilty that He has committed sins and
offences. He therefore wants to plead through you in humble
submission.
"O messenger of Krsna, you are just like Him. He
is a cunning cheater who deceives people of their wealth, and He is
a cheater from all other points of view as well. And you are his
bosom friend." Srimati Radhika never called Krsna 'Krsna' directly,
but She addressed Him indirectly by the use of other names. She told
that bee, "You are the bosom friend of My priya-bandhu who is durta,
a cheater, and dhita, stubborn.
The bumblebee replied, "Don't
think in that way, Svamini. Krsna loves You and honors You, and
therefore He has sent me. He is attached to You and He is very
rasika.
Radhika then said, " Be silent. Do you remember what
He said during rasa-lila? He said, "O My dear gopis, I was always
here. I never left you. I just wanted to see how you respond when I
disappear. I pretended to leave in order to increase your love. A
poor man may acquire a diamond and think it to be glass. He may thus
mishandle it and lose it. Then a friend may come and say to him,
'Oh, where is that diamond I gave you?' The poor man will reply,
'You never gave me a diamond.' The friend will then say, 'I did.'
And the poor man will then say, 'Oh, I thought it was glass and I
accidentally threw it away.' 'No, it was a diamond.' When thus
convinced, that poor man deeply grieves and repents. Therefore, to
create a mood of eager longing in your heart, and also to show the
world how much berievement My dear gopis feel, I appeared to have
left you. In this way the world will come to know the depth of your
love."
na paraye 'ham niravadya-samyujam
sva-sadhu-krtyam
vibudhayunapi vah
y mabhajan durjara-geha-srnkhalah
samvrscya
tad vah pratiyatu sadhuna
(Srimad Bhagavatam 10.32.22)
["I
am not able to repay My debt for your spotless service, even within
a lifetime of Brahma. Your connection with Me is beyond reproach.
You have worshiped Me, cutting off all domestic ties, which are
difficult to break. Therefore please let your own glorious deeds be
your compensation."]
Radhika continued, "Then, when He left
for Mathura He said He would return in two days. But He didn't
fulfill His promise. How can you say He is sincere? No, He is a
number one cheater. His words are only external. They do not come
from His heart. He is madhupa, intoxicated from drinking the wine of
the association of the ladies of Mathura. He is apavitra, impure,
and I will become impure by your association. So don't touch me. Go
away!"
The bumblebee replied, "I am nirdosa, faultless. I am
not at all drunk from drinking wine."
Srimati Radhika then
said, "Don't cheat me. What is that on your mustache? You were on
the garland of Krsna after He associated with different
Mathura-ramanis and their kumkuma came off on that garland. It is
for this reason that your mustache is yellowish at the
ends.
"Krsna has sent you to pacify Me, but I'll not be
pacified. You don't know how to pacify someone. Carrying the signs
of Krsna's meeting with others is not the right way. You are foolish
like your master.
The bumblebee said, "No, He is not like
that. If you criticize my master I am leaving.
Srimati
Radhika said, "Wait. I want to say something further. Krsna is
Madhupati, and that means He is Yadupati. He used to be a gopa, but
recently He has changed His asrama. He was a gopa, but since He has
taken upanaya-samskara, His sacred thread, in the ksatriya
tradition, He is now meeting with the beautiful women of Mathura
City.
We are village girls with no education. We are
penniless. We are without any wealth. Don't waste your time trying
to pacify us. Go to the Mathura-ramanis and they will pay you
heavily. They are rich. When Krsna is with one of those women, the
others will become manani. They will became angry in jealousy and
Krsna will be able to spend His whole life pacifying them; because
they are not easy like us. We used to be easily
pacified.
"You have said that Krsna loves Me and therefore He
has sent you. I am surprised, then, how His messenger can be so
stupid; not thinking ahead how I will react to his yellow mustaches.
Krsna was the exact same way. He never used to wipe off the signs of
having been with other beloveds in Vrndavana, and now He must be
going with similar signs into the Yadu assembly. And they must be
ridiculing Him there. How can your master be sincere?
In this
way, the four symptoms of prajalpa, namely asuya, envy; garva,
pride; upahasa, ridicule; and avajna, disobedience; are manifest
from the heart of Radhika.
Gaura premanande.
[This
lecture was translated from Hindi by Sripad Ramacandra dasa
Adhikari]
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