The Secrets of Govardhana Hill
[Submitted by Jadurani Dasi]
There is a beautiful
twelve-foot boulder in New Braj, Badger, California, at the home
of Sripad Nanda Gopala dasa Adhikari and his family. Four years
ago, in the summer of 1998, during his third world touring in
America, Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Maharaja visited that home
and performed a very unique ceremony. In front of over three
hundred devotees, with the utterance of ancient Vedic mantras,
and with all the paraphernalia and liquid substances for the
bathing of a Deity, Srila Maharaja performed the prana-pratistha
installation ceremony of Giriraja Govardhana. At that time, by
the invocation of the acarya, Giriraja descended from Goloka
Vrndavana, and manifested in New Braj with all his power and
mercy.
This year,
on May 7, 2001, on the disappearance day of Srila Madhavendra
Puri, Srila Maharaja and five hundred devotees performed the
5,000 year-old Govardhana Annakuta Festival, a mini replica of
the same festival performed by Krsna and His cowherdsmen and
gopis. Over five hundred preparations were offered, ten
Govardhana silas were bathed in pancamrta, Vedic mantras and
prayers were sung, and kirtana and arati were performed for the
pleasure of Giriraja.
That evening Srila Maharaja gave a class on the
glories of Govardhana, and the following is a transcription of
that class:
Tridandisvami Sri
Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Maharaja
The Glories
of Giriraja Govardhana
From the beginning of our
Gaudiya Vaisnava Sampradaya line, all our acaryas have given
proper respect to Giriraja Govardhana. All devotees have so much
respect for Govardhana. So many Govardhana silas have somehow
come to them, and they are worshiping those silas. What is the
truth as to why our Sampradaya has accepted Giriraja Govardhana?
We should know his tattva - Govardhana-tattva. We should know who
he is. We should know what process to follow in worshipping him,
what should be our goal in this worship, and what we should ask
for in our prayers to him.
Syamarani should speak
something in answer to these questions.
Syamarani: We
follow our disciplic line in order to know how to worship any
Deity. We learn from Sri Sanatana Gosvami in his
Brhad-Bhagavatamrta how to worship Giri Govardhana. He tells us
that Giri Govardhana is addressed by the gopis as
Hari-dasa-varya, the best of the servants of Hari, and that we
are followers of the gopis. Govardhana can be worshiped as Hari,
and he can also be worshiped as Hari-dasa. However, Hari, Krsna,
cannot give krsna-prema in the same way as those who possess it.
Those who have krsna-prema can easily give it. The servants of
Krsna have krsna-prema, and our prayojana, our goal, is only that
krsna-prema. Our goal is not Krsna. Kamsa's goal was Krsna, but
he was a demon and had no bhakti. Our goal, therefore, is not
Krsna, but krsna-prema. We can get krsna-prema from those who are
devotees. If we worship Giri Govardhana as a devotee, then he can
give us krsna-prema in that form. Sri Sanatana Gosvami therefore
prays to Hari-dasa-varya Giri Govardhana, who is worshiped as a
devotee by the gopis. The Vedas also worship him as the best
devotee, as the tilaka marking of Vraja, and all of our
authorities confirm this.
Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami
is also our authority.
He tells us that Srimati Radhika
Herself personally gave Giriraja Govardhana the name
Hari-dasa-varya. Hari-dasa means servant of Krsna. Maharaja
Yudhisthira is a servant of Krsna, so much so that Narada Muni
went to his palace, not to see Krsna, but to see him and to
glorify him. An even greater devotee is Uddhava, and he is known
as Hari-dasa-vara. He is a very great devotee. Krsna wanted to
share his sufferings of separation from the gopis with Uddhava.
He trusted Uddhava to go to Vraja to console his parents and
gopis, and therefore Uddhava is even more intimate than Maharaja
Yudhisthira,. Yudhisthira Maharaja was never sent to Vraja.
Uddhava is a great devotee, but Hari-dasa-varya, the very, very
topmost devotee of Krsna, is Giri Govardhana. He serves in the
most intimate ways.
pramoda-madana-lilah kandare
kandare te
racayati nava-yunor dvandvan asminn-amandam
iti kila kalanartham lagna kastad dvayor me
nija-nikata-nivasam dehi govardhana tvam
Srila
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami is praying, "O Govardhana, in your caves
and kunjas, throughout the twenty-four hours of the day, you are
not only witnessing but facilitating the most confidential
pastimes of Radha and Krsna and their associates. I therefore beg
you to please give me residence near you so that I can also
witness and serve their pastimes." It is in this way that we
follow our authorities. Srila Visvanatha Cakavarti Thakura, in
his prayers to Govardhana, has a similar message. He is praying
for the service of Govardhana and for the service of Radha and
Krsna through the mercy of Govardhana. "You facilitated and
witnessed the Dana-keli pastimes of Radha and Krsna's love
quarrel involving the payment of taxes. I want to witness this
delightful quarrel." In this way we follow our authorities, our
guru-parampara, to know how to worship Govardhana as
Hari-dasa-varya. In addition, we understand that Giriraja
Govardhana is the fractional manifestation of the heart of
Srimati Radhika. In all existence, the supreme absolute truth is
Radha-Krsna. Radhika is the complete svarupa-sakti, the complete
facilitator of Krsna's pleasure. She expands in order to give
Krsna pleasure in different ways. She expands as Yogamaya, as
Mother Yasoda, as the gopis, as the queens, as the Laksmis, and
in so many other ways. In Her beautiful madhurya love, She even
expands as the Dhama and Baladeva, and as Giri Govardhana.
Ultimately, therefore, even greater than Hari-dasa-varya,
Govardhana is a sakhi. Only the sakhis, the gopis, can witness
the most confidential pastimes of Radha and Krsna in the kunjas
and caves. Even the most intimate sakhas, like Subala and Arjuna,
cannot witness these pastimes.
Why is Govardhana in the
form of stone? Being stunned is one of the symptoms of
asta-sattvika bhava, the eight-fold ecstatic symptoms of love.
Giriraja Govardhana is so stunned in seeing these beautiful
pastimes, which he himself has facilitated by becoming the caves
and kunjas, that he is now like stone. In this way he can witness
the pastimes of Radha and Krsna, and at the same time Radhika and
Krsna don't feel encumbered or embarrassed by anyone else seeing
them. After all, he appears only as stone. In this way, Giriraja
Govardhana can be worshiped in more and more intimate ways, for
more and more advancement in Krsna Consciousness.
Srila
Narayana Maharaja: In what way did Caitanya Mahaprabhu want to
worship Giriraja?
Sripad Aranya Maharaja: When Caitanya
Mahaprabhu was staying in Jagannatha Puri, Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami was also there under the guidance and protection of Sri
Svarupa Damodara and others. One devotee, Sri Sankararanya
Sarasvati, returned from Vraja, bringing a Govardhana-sila and
gunja-mala, which He gave to Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu. Every day
Caitanya Mahaprabhu would chant harinama, holding the
Govardhana-sila to His heart, sometimes on His eyes, sometimes on
the top of His head, and sometimes He was smelling that sila.
That sila was never dry because it was always moistened by His
tears.
After worshiping this Govardhana sila for some
time, Mahaprabhu called Raghunatha dasa Gosvami and said, "O
Raghunatha, I want to give you something." He gave him Govardhana
sila and told him, "This Govardhana sila is Krsna kalevara. It is
the very body of Krsna Himself. You should worship him every day,
doing puja in the mode of goodness and in a simple fashion. You
should keep him on a wooden platform and, taking a jug of water,
you should offer eight very soft and fragrant tulasi manjaris
with two leaves on either side. You should do abhiseka of
Giriraja and offer the eight tulasi manjaris."
Raghunatha dasa then began to worship Giriraja in this way. After
some time Caitanya Mahaprabhu told him to offer some ghaja,
sweets, every day. He said, "When you offer these sweets to
Govardhana, they will become more than nectar." Thus, under the
guidance of Caitanya Mahaprabhu and Svarupa Damodara, Raghunatha
dasa Gosvami worshiped Giriraja Govardhana, and he expressed his
own realizations. He was thinking, "By giving me this Govardhana
sila, Caitanya Mahaprabhu is giving me a transcendental home.
And, by giving me this gunja mala, this garland of small berries,
He is placing me in the service of the lotus feet of Srimati
Radharani." Even though Caitanya Mahaprabhu had said that
Govardhana sila is Krsna kalevara, still, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami
considered, "O Govardhana, you are Hari-dasa-varya."
giri nrpa! haridasa sreni varyeti nama
mrtam idam uditam sri
radhika vaktra candrat
vraja nava tilakatve klrpta! Vedaih
sphutam me
nija nikata nivasam dehi govardhana! tvam
"Your name is Hari-dasa-varya, the best of the servants of Hari.
Where did this name come from? It came directly from the lips of
Srimati Radharani." Also, in his Manah Siksa, Ragunatha dasa is
praying:
visakham siksali vitarana gurutve priya
saro
girindrau tat preksa lalita rati datve smara
manah
"O my dear mind, don't forget this. Always worship
Giriraja Govardhana. Why? Because Giriraja is that personality by
whose mercy one can have the darsana of the pastimes of Radha and
Krsna and attain the jewel of rati, deep attachment for Their
lotus feet."
From the evidence of Sri Caitanya
Mahaprabhu, and from the evidence of Ragunatha dasa Gosvami's own
writings, we see that there is some provision to worship Giriraja
Govardhana as Krsna Himself. There is no doubt about this. In
Srimad Bhagavatam also, when all the Vrajavasis performed the
annakuta mahotsava, Govardhana assumed a very large form, like
Krsna, and accepted everything as the Supreme Lord. This is very
good, but we see many great Vaisnavas in our line worshiping
Govardhana as Hari-dasa-varya, the servant of Hari, not as Hari
Himself. There is also evidence for this.
How can we
reconcile these two approaches? It is very easy. Srila Gurudeva
has given a simple example. We know Baladeva. Who is Baladeva? He
is the Supreme Personality of Godhead. He is Visnu-tattva, the
almighty Supreme Lord, non-different from Krsna. Yet, at the same
time, Baladeva is dasa. He is the servant of Krsna. At the same
time, all those who go very deeply will know that Baladeva has
become Ananga Manjari in order to serve the lotus feet of Krsna
in madurya rasa.
In the same way, anyone may see
Giriraja Govardhana as the supreme Lord Hari Himself. Anyone who
goes deeper may see him as Hari-dasa-varya, the best servant of
Hari. And, those who go very deep will think that Giriraja
Govardhana is like a sakhi of Srimati Radhika, having female form
in which to serve.
pramoda-madana-lilah kandare kandare
te
racayati nava-yunor dvandvan asminn-amandam
"In
the caves and kunjas of Govardhana, Giriraja is seeing all of the
sweetest pastimes of Radha and Krsna. Who can see them? Can any
male person be there and serve at that time? It is quite
impossible. Srila Gurudeva gave an example that in our
Guru-gayatri we see the word krsnanandaya. Guru is giving
pleasure to Krsna and Krsnaa [Krsna with a long 'a'], Srimati
Radharani. Therefore, if gurudeva is krsnanandaya, giving
pleasure to both Radha and Krsna, how can he have a male form in
that realm? Surely this mantra is for remembering and praying for
the mercy of guru in his sakhi form, as a maidservant of Srimati
Radharani. In the same way, the various conceptions of Giriraja
Govardhana can be reconciled.
There are two types of
mercy. One type of mercy is called bhagavat prasadaja-krpa, the
mercy which comes from Bhagavan Himself. Another kind of mercy is
bhakta prasadaja krpa, the mercy which comes from the devotees.
Krsna is visaya-vigraha, the object of love and affection, and
the devotees who love Him are the asraya-vigraha, the abode of
love. Srimati Radharani's love is so high that Krsna Himself
cannot understand it. He had to come into this world as Caitanya
Mahaprabhu to have some idea of what kind of love is in the heart
of Srimati Radharani.
We find in the Bhavisya Purana a
verse which states: manasah prakrite jato giri govardhano mohana.
From where has Govardhana Giriraja come? Was he brought to Vraja
Mandala by Hanuman? This story is there in the Puranas and it is
true. Or, was he brought to Vraja Mandala by Pulastya Rsi? This
story is also there. However, our acaryas have especially
presented this commentary: manasah prakrite jato giri govardhano
mohana. Giriraja Govardhana has manifested directly from the
heart of Srimati Radhika in order to facilitate Radha and Krsna's
highest and sweetest pastimes.
Rupa Gosvami has
written:
vaikunthaj janito vara madhu puri tatrapi
rasotsavad
vrndaranyam udara pani ramanat tatrapi
govardhanah
radhakundam ihapi gokula pateh
premamrtaplavanat
kuryad asya virajato giri tate sevam viveki
na kah
"Mathura is higher than Vaikuntha, and higher than
Mathura is Vrndavana. Higher than Vrndavana is Govardhana, and
the highest place of all these is also at Govardhana - Radha
Kunda." Giriraja is serving and providing the playground and
facilitating the most wonderful and beautiful pastimes of Radha
and Krsna. Therefore, he is very dear to Them.
If we can
pray for the mercy of Giriraja by following the prayers and moods
of our acaryas, especially Rupa Gosvami, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami
and Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura, then Giriraja, being so kind,
can bestow upon us the darsana of the highest and most wonderful
pastimes. He can also give the chance to serve the lotus feet of
Srimati Radhika in those pastimes.
Srila Narayana
Maharaja: We have heard that Giriraja is the highest
hari-dasa-varya. What does this mean? It means that he is the
highest servant of Radha and Krsna.
What must be the
quality of Hari-dasa? If Hari-dasa is a servant, a devotee, he
must have some qualities. In what way does he serve, and how can
we follow him? Raghunatha dasa Gosvami has written:
sthala jala tala saspair bhuruhacchayaya ca
prati padam
anukalam hanta samvardhayan gah
tri-jagati nija-gotram
sarthakam khyapayan me
nija nikata nivasam dehi govardhana!
tvam
Giriraja gives everything and sustains Krsna in all
ways. Sri caitanya mano'bhistam sthapitam yena bhutale / svayam
rupah kada mahyam dadati sva padantikam. A guru-sevaka, servant
of guru, must know all the moods of his gurudeva. If he does not
know his moods, how can he serve him? He can never serve. If
gurudeva is telling his servant, "I am very thirsty", and the
servant fans him, he is doing the opposite of his guru's desire
and he is really not a servant. We should know the wish and heart
of our gurudeva, and then we can serve him. If a disciple does
not possess this quality, then he is really not a sevaka. He may
be a sevaka, but not first class or even second class. He may be
a third class bogus sevaka.
A disciple may create many
problems for his gurudeva, as did Ramacandra Puri. He was the
disciple of Madhavendra Puri, but he was always making problems
for him. Madhavendra Puri therefore told him, "I don't want to
see your face for the duration of my life. You are bogus, and you
should go away from here." On the other hand, Isvara Puripada
knew the heart of Madhavendra Puripada. He was always fulfilling
his desires. He was a real disciple and sevaka. In return,
Madhavendra Puripada manifested everything he had - all his
devotion - in the heart of Isvara Puripada.
If the
disciple knows the heart of his gurudeva and he is not serving in
that capacity, then he should decide for himself at what stage he
is in his devotional life. Will gurudeva give his full mercy and
his whole mood to that disciple? No, the disciple is not
qualified to receive that. What kind of problems will a disciple
make for his gurudeva? If the disciple is always running after
sense gratification and not totally obeying him, he is not a real
disciple, and he will naturally create problems.
Contrary to this, Govardhana is serving fully. In what way is he
serving? He knows all the desires of Krsna and He understands how
to fulfill His desires. Srimati Lalita suggested to Srimati
Radhika, "If you want to please Krsna, then you have to serve
that person whom Krsna likes the most." Srimati Radhika Herself
is the most dear to Krsna, and if you are serving Her, then Krsna
will automatically be pleased. If, on the other hand, you are
quarrelling with Radhika, what will happen?
Similarly,
if gurudeva has so much love and affection for someone, then, to
please him, we should try to serve that person. This is the
easiest process to please him. If you are always quarrelling,
then after some time you will go away. Govardhana is always
serving the most beloved of Krsna - Srimati Radhika - in so many
ways. Not only that, but he has so much honor for those who are
related with Krsna in any way.
Govardhana knows that the
cows are very dear to Krsna. Krsna Himself, without shoes or an
umbrella, without any protection, follows the cows and gives them
water. He never uses a stick to beat the cows; His stick is for
demons, not for cows and calves. He will never beat them. Krsna
personally pours water on their lotus feet and washes them.
Govardhana knows all these facts, and therefore his lake known as
Kusuma Sarovara supplies very sweet water for the cows.
Green grasses are everywhere on Govardhana. The grasses are not
only green, but very tasteful, sweet, and soft. Krsna goes
searching for these grasses near Govardhana, near Manasi Ganga,
and on the top of Govardhana.
What does Govardhana
provide for Krsna's companions, the cowherd boys? He provides
fruits everywhere: mangos, jackfruits, oranges, grapes, and so
many other varieties. To decorate their bodies, Govardhana
supplies an abundance of colors in the form of minerals. If you
go to Govardhana near Dan Ghati and do abhisekha, you can see
this. There are some hidden Govarhana silas there, and if you
simply rub them with your hand, some color may come on your hand.
These colors are used for decorating Krsna, His cowherd boys, the
cows, and also for the gopis. For the gopis there are also so
many groves, so many kunjas, so many caves, and also so many
kinds of juices to drink. There are deer with their very fragrant
kasturi, musk, and all the Govardhana silas have this fragrance
naturally. If you go to Giriraja Govardhana, you will see that
his fragrance is just like that of kasturi from a deer.
In this way, Giriraja serves all the friends, all the cows, and
all the Vrajavasis. He provides them fruits and vegetables,
fragrance, and colors for decorating themselves. Sthala jala tala
saspair bhuruhacchayaya ca.
The word Govardhana means
that by Govardhana's service to the cows, they are increasing in
number. The cows do not only give forty litres of milk. They give
unlimited milk and they can fulfill all your wishes. They all do
more than any kama denu, wish-fulfilling cow. In this way,
Govardhana serves everyone, from top to bottom.
In
Vraja, everyone was worshiping Indra. One day, Yasodamaiya was
very busy cooking many preparations and, in each and every gopi's
house, all were also busy. Krsna went to His mother and said,
"Mother, I am very hungry. Perhaps you are preparing all these
things for Me?" Mother Yasoda became annoyed and chastised Him,
"Oh, go away from here. Go to your father! Don't stay here,
naughty boy."
Krsna became upset and, like a sad boy, He
went to the lap of His father. Weeping He said, "Father, what is
mother doing? She is not in a good mood." Nanda Baba told Him,
"Everyone is preparing to worship Indra."
As though not
knowing anything, Krsna innocently asked, "Baba, who is Indra and
why do we worship him? We should worship someone who can give us
many things. So why are we worshiping him?"
Nanda Baba
answered, "Indra can give rain, and by rain all kinds of grains
are produced. Grasses and sweet water also come, and without this
we cannot maintain our lives. It is for this reason that each
year we worship Indra on this day. Tomorrow we will all go with
many preparations, on lakhs and lakhs of bullock carts, to the
middle of Giriraja Govardhana to worship Indra."
Krsna
said, "Baba, I think that even in that place where there is no
Indra puja, whether there is rain or no rain, still everyone is
maintaining their lives. Is that not true?" Nanda Baba replied,
"I don't know. Why do You want to know all these things?" Krsna
replied, "I think that it will be better to worship Giriraja
Govardhana. We maintain our lives by his mercy. Our lives depend
on these cows, and Govardhana gives so much good, soft grass,
very pure water, and everything else needed to support us. So why
should we not try to do puja to Giriraja Govardhana?"
Nanda Baba did not have any logical answer, and by logic Krsna
convinced him and he agreed, "Oh, tomorrow we will all worship
Giriraja Govardhana."
The next day thousands and
thousands of carts were brought and loaded with all the
preparations collected from all the 84 krosas of Vraja. Everyone
came and assembled at Giriraja Govardhana, in the middle of where
the present-day Govardhana town is located, and they were
worshiping Giriraja Govardhana as we do today. What we are doing
is a very, very, very mini-worship of Giriraja Govardhana, but
still it is exactly like what the Vrajavasis did. All the
thousands and millions of cows of the whole of Govardhana were
there, and they were worshiped by everyone.
After that
the Vrajavasis performed full worship of guru, Vaisnavas, and the
brahmanas, and then they offered all the preparations. Krsna
exclaimed, "O Baba, O Vrajavasis! My friends! O, look at that!
Giriraja Govardhana has assumed a huge shape, and with so many
long, long arms, he is eating everything from here, from there,
from very far away, from everywhere, and still he is not
satisfied." His belly was so big, and he was telling them, "Bring
more! Bring more! Anore! Anore! Bring more, more, more, more! I
want more!"
All the Vrajavasis became puzzled and said,
"Oh, what shall we do?" Krsna folded His two hands and prayed to
His four-handed form as Govardhana, "O Prabhu, Your belly is so
big. We cannot offer anything more. What we have got may fill
only one pore of Your body. How can we satisfy You? We cannot
satisfy You." Govardhana then took the water from Manasi Ganga,
from Kusuma Sarovara, Govinda Kunda, and all the water entered
His mouth. Krsna asked him, "We have brought you prasadam, but
you have taken everything. So what should we do?" At once they
saw that all the preparations were returned to their places, and
Krsna told the Vrajavasis, "We have worshiped Indra, but we have
not seen him, nor have we seen how he is accepting our offerings,
how he is satisfied, and how is giving any boon. On the other
hand, we are seeing that Giriraja Govardhana himself is here, and
we see that he is now satisfied. He is telling us that he is
prepared to give us whatever boon we want."
If anyone is
going to Giriraja Govardhana and doing parikrama, Govardhana will
give him anything he wants. He can fulfill all desires. Those who
have worldly desires bind the branch of a tree with some cloth
and pray, "I want to marry a very beautiful girl," or, "I want a
very handsome husband." Govardhana will quickly answer this
prayer. If you want a house with many storeys, even 130 or 160
storeys, you should pile up some bricks and stones that you find
there, one on top of another. However high you make it, Giriraja
Govardhana will easily give this to you. However, devotees do not
ask for anything and only perform kirtana, singing, "Govardhana
jaya Giridhari, Giridhari jaya Govardhana, Giridhari jaya
Govardhana" and "Radhe jaya jaya Madhava dayite", Govardhana will
be very happy. For such persons Govardhana can give his heart.
What is his heart? His heart is the love and affection of Krsna.
He will give his heart very carefully, however. He will never
give it to lusty persons who engage in sense gratification.
Nowadays this has become very cheap. I don't want to
make this subject cheap. This is the most confidential treasure
which must be kept only in our hearts. So many times I have told
my devotees, my sannyasis, brahmacaris, and preachers, "Be very
careful about this. This is not a thing to be given in the fish
market or airport or any other such place. Keep it secret." If a
woman has love for someone other than her husband, will she tell
this fact to her father, mother, husband, or any friend? Try to
conceal this, as Mahaprabhu has advised. Otherwise, we will lose
what we are getting and lust will come in its place. This is what
is going on at the present time.
Now I see that the
Iskcon devotees have translated Govinda Lilamrta, Krsna
Bhavanamrta, and books that are still more confidential than
these. They have translated so many books and they are reading
them. It is a very strange phenomenon, and now the same thing is
going on here. I want to warn you. Be like Govardhana who
concealed everything. He became a stone, and that is why Radha
and Krsna and all the gopis have no shame at all in front of him.
They have no shame in front of his mountains, hills, and rivers.
These entities have life, but they will not disclose anything to
others. If you are naked in front of a mirror, is there any harm
or any shame? No. This is because a mirror has no life.
Similarly, Giriraja becomes like this mirror. He never tells what
he has seen of the confidential pastimes of Radha and Krsna to
anyone. I therefore request my devotees that they should not
broadcast all these high-class subjects. If they are fortunate to
hear something, they should keep that in their hearts.
Be like Sri Raya Ramananda, Sri Svarupa Damodara, Srimati Madhavi
devi and others. Even Srila Rupa Gosvami and Srila Raghunatha
dasa Gosvami were not at the Gambhira. We, on the other hand,
have made these topics very, very cheap. We distribute them
everywhere in the market. I don't want this. By doing this you
will become very lusty. At this stage, don't read all these
confidential books. Rather, you should try to follow
vaidhi-bhakti and read Caitanya Caritamrta. Read all the
prescribed books, especially those of Rupa Gosvami and Raghunatha
dasa Gosvami, like Upadesamrta and Manah Siksa. You can also read
the books of Srila Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura and Srila
Bhaktivinoda Thakura. Srila Prabhupada was very much against
revealing all these topics in public. He knew all these subjects,
and he knew that these are the best of subjects, but for
beginners they are to be hidden.
While the Vrajavasis
were performing the worship of Giriraja Govardhana, Govardhana,
in a four-handed form, took all their offerings. After that, when
the offerings were finished, all the cooks, Krsna Himself, Mother
Yasoda, Nanda Baba, Vrsabhanu Maharaja, Kirtika Maiya, and all
others began to do parikrama of Giriraja. Those who were not
strong enough to go by foot went by bullock-cart. For the
children there were malpua and so many things to eat before doing
parikrama.
We have to follow some rules and regulations.
Especially in our Indian Vaisnava culture, we should try to giveproper honor to aged persons, qualified persons, and the
guru-varga. Do you understand? Here in the West I have not seen
anything like that. Nowadays, during a class of hari-katha, even
very young persons will sit on a chair in front of their
guardians, their guru, and old persons, who are all sitting
behind them on the floor. It is not proper etiquette that young
men or ladies sit on chairs in front of their guardians or their
guru-varga. They should give proper respect to senior Vaisnavas
and should offer the chair to them, properly and with honor.
Krsna gives so much honor to Baladeva and others, and
Srimati Radhika also gives proper respect to Her guru-jana,
elders. Once, when Krsna wanted to meet Srimati Radhika, a dhuti,
messenger, came and told Her, "Krsna is waiting for You. You
should come." In the meantime, Dhanistha or any other sakhi came
to Radhika saying, "Mother Yasoda is calling You for cooking."
Both dhutis came at the same time, and Srimati Radhika was
thinking, "What to do? Should I go to meet Krsna or should I go
to Mother Yasoda to cook?" At once She decided, "I must first
serve Mother Yasoda." She did not go to meet Krsna.
If
you are giving proper respect to seniors, bhakti may come. If you
are not giving respect to them and instead you are placing
yourself on a high simhasanam, how will you get bhakti? At the
time of taking prasadam, you should be somewhat humble and make a
line, allowing superiors to he at the head. We should satisfy
them first, and then we should take prasadam. We should follow
the behavior of our guru-varga. When Sanatana Gosvami is
approaching, Rupa Gosvami says, "Oh, my Gurudeva has come." And
he serves him. What is Sanatana Gosvami saying in turn? "Although
he is my younger brother, still he is my Gurudeva because he
serves Srimati Radhika more than I do." They are giving each
other proper respect. If you want to have pure bhakti, you should
follow the way in which Giriraja Govardhana serves, from top to
bottom, those who are very dear to Krsna. According to their
'dearness' to Krsna, he serves all Vrajavasis, and you should
serve everyone in the same way.
krsneti yasya giri tam
manasadriyeta
diksasti cet pranatibhis ca bhajantam isam
susrusaya bhajana vijnam ananyam anya
nindadi sunya hrdam
ipsita sanga labdhya
We should know that all those who
are chanting are our family members, and we should give them
respect by our mind. Why only by mind? Someone may not have been
initiated, but he is chanting the holy name, he never associates
with Mayavadis and he stays very far away from them, he himself
is not lusty, and he is not the friend of any lusty persons. If
one has these qualities, we should give him proper respect by
mind, but not by doing pranama. Why? This is because he cannot
digest such honor. Rather, he will think, "I am more advanced
than this person. I am more qualified." He will not understand
the humility of the madhyama-adhikari. Those who have taken diksa
in the real sense have received divya jnanam, a very strong
transcendental relation with Krsna, and all kinds of anarthas
have left them. If anyone is such a diksit Vaisnava, we should
offer him pranama by both body and mind. Moreover, if there is
someone who never criticizes anyone, who is chanting and
remembering throughout the day and night, uninterrupted
throughout the twenty-four hours, then we should be his servant
in all respects. By serving him, you will associate with that
high class of devotee:
krsna-bhakti rasa bhavita
matih
kriyatam yadi kuto 'pi labhyate
tatra laulyam api
mulyam ekalam
janma-koti-sukrtair na labhyate
["Pure
devotional service in Krsna consciousness cannot be had even by
pious activity in hundreds and thousands of lives. It can be
attained only by paying one price - that is, intense greed to
obtain it. If it is available somewhere, one must purchase it
without delay."] This is Krsna Consciousness. If you find someone
whose heart is saturated with love and affection, like that of
any of the Vrajavasis or gopis, who possesses the highest type of
prema, surrender yourself to that devotee. Fully become his
servant. Try to follow him and try to realize his heart. Then
your heart will also become saturated with love and affection for
Krsna. This is Krsna Consciousness.
Srila Bhaktivedanta
Swami Maharaja, my siksa-guru and your Prabhupada, has also said
the same thing. He has given this verse as the definition of
Krsna consciousness. Who is really Krsna Conscious? A truly
transcendental Krsna conscious devotee can never fall away. We
should honor all devotees as Giriraja Govardhana has done. We
should follow his example. He is serving the cowherd boys, cows,
calves, gopas, gopis, and everyone else related to Krsna. If you
want bhakti, try to respect anyone who is related to Krsna, or to
Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Nityananda Prabhu, Srila Rupa Gosvami, Srila
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, Srila
Prabhupada Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura, my Gurudeva Om
Visnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktiprajnana Kesava Gosvami Maharaja, and
my siksa-guru Om Visnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Swami
Maharaja.
Don't jump over anyone. Otherwise, eagles are
there in the sky, waiting to catch you. I know so many devotees
who want to jump in the sky to have this rasa. You should be very
careful. Don't jump. Otherwise, lust will come and you will be
nowhere. Try to follow vaidhi-bhakti from the beginning, and thus
control your activities. I pray to Govardhana that he may be
merciful to all of you. For those who have taken part in the
arcana of Giriraja Govardhana Annakuta in any way, by preparing,
by collecting any ingredient, or by doing kirtana, I pray that
Giriraja Govardhana will sprinkle his mercy so that you will
become good devotees.
Gaura premanande!
Srila Narayana
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