Srila Narayana Maharaja Responds To Challenges
By Jadurani Dasi
On the morning and evening of April 22, amidst the
festivities of hari-katha, kirtanas, bhajanas, and distribution of prasada during his first visit to Salt Spring Island, Canada, Srila Bhaktivedanta Narayana Maharaja held two istaghostis. In those istaghostis he responded to doubts regarding his being in the same line as Srila Prabhupada, challenges that he is
re-initiating disciples of gurus in good standing, and the propaganda that followers of Prabhupada should not go to hear from him. The transcriptions of those istaghostis are presented herein.
Replying Doubts
(Morning)
I offer my thousands and thousands of humble obeisances unto the
lotus feet of my spiritual and transcendental guru, nitya-lila
pravista om visnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktiprajnana Kesava Gosvami
Maharaja, and the same to my siksa-guru, nitya-lila pravista om
visnupada Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja. You know that
Krsna is the Supreme Personality of Godhead. You know this. But
you cannot worship Him first. Who must you worship first? Those
who have told you who is that Supreme Personality of Godhead,
what is this world, who you are, and why you should worship
Krsna. The modern word for such a person is 'teacher', but the
transcendental word is 'guru.' There is no one heavier than him;
he is the most heavy, and therefore we should first worship
gurudeva. We should first try to glorify gurudeva, and then Krsna
will automatically be worshipped and glorified.
We are
going to tell something about guru-tattva. In sastra it has been
written that jagad-guru is Krsna Himself. guru is not less than
Krsna. guru is the rupa of Krsna. Guru is the svarupa of Krsna.
Have you heard this anywhere? In the first chapter of Caitanya
Caritamrta it has been written that Guru manifests in many forms.
All Vaisnavas are guru. We should consider all pure devotees --
not fallen devotees -- to be guru. Among these pure devotees, he
who is prominent -- he is actually guru. guru is one, but he has
two aspects.
Initially we meet a devotee who shows us
the path. He tells us, "You are unhappy in this world -- very,
very unhappy. I want that you should be happy. You are not this
physical body. You are something other than this. You cannot die;
you cannot take birth. You are an eternal part of Krsna, the
Supreme Personality of Godhead. You are like Him, but now you
have forgotten Him, and that is why you had to come here." If he
is questioned, "How can I achieve this perfection?" he answers,
"I will take you to a Guru, a transcendental guru. He will teach
you and give you so many things, and then you can serve Krsna and
be happy. So come with me." In this way you are brought to a real
Guru. That person who brings you is also a guru, and he is called
vartma-pradarsaka. Those who give a way -- a real way -- to come
to a qualified guru are also to be honored. We must honor them.
If we do not honor them, our way will have an obstacle. Why are
they acting as vartma-pradarsaka guru? Because Krsna has inspired
them, "Go and bring Me this person." They have some link, and
therefore we must honor them. The real guru is called diksa-guru
and siksa-guru. Who is diksa-guru? He gives mantra. What is the
meaning of mantra? Mantra means the embodiment of Krsna. All
mantras are embodiments of Krsna. Don't think that the mantras in
our line are less than harinama. Don't think that this mantra
cannot go to transcendental Goloka Vrndavana. Kama-gayatri and
gopal-mantra are transcendental, and they give a relationship
with Krsna. Kama Gayatri was previously brahma-gayatri. Then the
personified Upanisads heard the glory of rasa-lila and the gopis'
mood, and they developed a very thick greed to attain that. Thus,
by the grace of Yogamaya, this brahma-gayatri became
kama-gayatri. Kama-gayatri is also in Goloka Vrindavana in
another shape. It is in the shape of kama. The intrinsic mood of
Radhika is kama, and therefore kama is in the form of Radhika
there. A guru must know and have realizations of all these
truths.
Sometimes the diksa-guru is superior to the
siksa-guru, and sometimes the siksa-guru is so much superior to
the diksa-guru. For example, my guru is Srila Bhaktiprajnana
Kesava Gosvami Maharaja. I treat Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati
Gosvami Thakura as my siksa-guru. Who is superior? Srila Rupa
Gosvami is my siksa-guru. Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu Himself is
siksa-guru. Krsna Himself is siksa-guru. Is my guru superior to
Rupa Gosvami, Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Nityananda Prabhu, and Krsna?
Can you say who is superior? You should know. If you are only
worshipping your gurudeva, and not his Gurudeva or his
param-gurudeva, if you are not going to listen to Rupa Gosvami,
if you are not going to listen to Nityananda Prabhu, if you are
not even going to listen to Radhika or Rupa Manjari, then who are
you? You are a nonsense bogus person and, in the words of Srila
Swami Maharaja, you are a rascal.
Rascals are those
persons who only want to hear from their guru, and not from their
guru's superiors. They think, "My gurudeva is greater than Rupa
Gosvami, Rupa Manjari, Nityananda Prabhu, Advaita Acarya,
Gauracandra, and even Radhika and Krsna. My guru is superior. I
will only hear from my gurudeva. Such persons are nonsense. We
should consider all these things. If you are not ready to hear
Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Thakura, Srila
Bhaktivinoda Thakura, or even Rupa Gosvami, will your gurudeva be
happy? You should realize this fact. Srila Swami Maharaja has
come only to glorify all his guru-varga, his entire
guru-parampara. He has come to glorify Rupa Gosvami. He has come
to glorify Gauracandra and Nityananda Prabhu, and especially
Gaura. He has come to glorify Him by teaching that He is not
different from Krsna. He is Krsna, taking the intrinsic mood and
golden beauty of Radhika. Krsna is not actually taking, but
begging, "O Srimati Radhika, Please give Me Your mood. Please
give me Your mood." Srimati Radhika replies, "If You will place
Your head at my feet, then I will give it to You." How does Krsna
reply? He says, "O, my flute is here at Your lotus feet, and My
head is here as well." You should know that your guru has come to
give these transcendental truths. He was with you for only a very
short time in this world. He wanted to give all these things --
not anything else.
He came only to give the message of
Rupa Gosvami, but he saw that everywhere there were forests of
mayavada and jungles of atheism and ignorance. He wanted to plant
Tulasi -- Vrnda. He wanted to plant the love and affection of
Krsnacandra, as given by Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu Gaurasundara,
and also His associates like Rupa Gosvami, Svarupa Damodara and
Raya Ramananda.
He became worried, however. He
considered, "What can I do? Where should I give this? Should I
plant this Vrnda on the stone? Should I plant these things on a
barren land or on the sands of the ocean? Will that give fruit?
If not, then what should I do?" He discovered a way. He asked
Caitanya Mahaprabhu, "What should I do?"
Mahaprabhu
replied, "Oh, you should first make this barren land into a
fertile land by cutting the jungles of all mayavada and other
apasiddhantas."
When he came to the Western countries he
saw that all were taking so many drugs -- so many drugs. Almost
all were mad persons, loving dog instead of God. Still he
thought, "What should I do? I should give something." First he
cut the jungles of all mayavada philosophy, atheism, material
science propaganda, and so on. Next he explained that you should
worship your own gurudeva first. It was something -- a beginning
for beginners. A, B, C, D. A is for apple, B is for ball, C is
for cat, and D is for dog. However, when you pass the beginning
primary school and enter high school or college, you should not
think, "Oh, I will only study the thing I learned at the
beginning. I will not obey all these professors. I only want my
gurudeva and what he has told us. A means apple, B means ball,
and C means cat. Why are you telling different things?"
"Narayana Maharaja comes and tells so many different things. We
should not accept this. He is glorifying Rupa Gosvami, and he is
teaching that we want affection for Radha-Krsna Conjugal. Why is
he telling different things? Don't listen to Narayana Maharaja.
It will be an offense." What is this? Ignorant persons speak like
this. Don't think that I am teaching anything other than what
your Srila Prabhupada wanted and wrote. His voice has been
recorded on his last day. He ordered me, "Help my disciples."
After that he did not speak to anyone. You can get that cassette.
Why did he order me in this way? Weeping, he requested this of
me. If he had already told everything, then why did he request me
in that way? If anyone does not have belief in my statements, he
can acquire and hear the cassette.
At that time he spoke
in Bengali so that others would not understand. If he were to say
that all his disciples were ignorant, that they did not know very
much, and that they were imperfect, they may have become upset.
For this reason he spoke so many things in Bengali. He told me,
"I brought them, but I could not teach them in full." If he had
told them everything, and if they were so knowledgeable and
expert, why have so many of the senior devotees, even those in
the renounced order, fallen down? Where are they now? Where they
are now is not Iskcon. They were not Iskcon, they are not Iskcon,
and they will not be Iskcon.
Who is Iskcon? Brahma is
Iskcon, Narada is Iskcon, and those in their line, like Srila
Rupa Gosvami, are Iskcon. Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu Himself is the
head of this Iskcon. You should know it; He is Iskcon. Srila
Swami Maharaja has only changed the name. The name has been
translated into English, but the substance is not changed. How
can he change love and affection? How can it be changed? Can
anyone change the love and affection of Radhika for the lotus
feet of Krsna? Can anyone change the love and affection of Krsna
for the lotus feet of Radhika? Can anyone change this? It is
transcendental, never to be changed.
When Srila Swami
Maharaja was in the Scindia Navigation boat he had a heart
attack, and then Krsna inspired him, "O, don't be worried. My
hands are on your head." Srila Swami Maharaja then came and
performed a miracle. He thought within himself, however, "I have
not done a miracle. Krsna in me, Caitanya and Nityananda Prabhu
inside me -- They have done so." Don't think that I am
instructing something other than Srila Swami Maharaja, or that I
am not in his line. We are both like puppets.
If there
is no need for Prabhupada's disciples to continue hearing from a
bona fide guru, then why are they falling? Why? I know more than
you, much more than you. I know him since 1946. Some of his
sannyasis used to come to me, but where are they now? They were
forbidden to continue hearing and properly understanding their
gurudeva. If they will come again and serve their gurudeva, then
they have a chance -- otherwise not. True Iskcon is a society of
pure devotees, and among those pure devotees guru is prominent.
That guru is actually the rupa and svarupa of Krsna.
Sripad Aranya Maharaja: Srila Gurudeva is quoting from Sri
Caitanya Caritamrta, Adi-lila chapter one.
guru
krsna-rupa hana sastrera pramane
guru-rupe krsna krpa karena
bhakta-gane
["According to the deliberate opinion of all
revealed scriptures, the spiritual master is nondifferent from
Krsna. Lord Krsna in the form of the spiritual master delivers
His devotees."]
The diksa-guru, that spiritual master who
tells you, "You are not this body; you are part and parcel of
Krsna," and initiates you with diksa mantras -- gayatri mantras
-- he is called krsna-rupa, the direct manifestation of the form
of Krsna. It is Krsna Himself who is delivering the jivas by the
embodiment of his mercy in the form of krsna-rupa.
siksa-guruke ta' jani krsnera svarupa
antaryami,
bhakta-srestha,----ei dui rupa
["One should know the
instructing spiritual master to be the Personality of Krsna. Lord
Krsna manifests Himself as the Supersoul and as the greatest
devotee of the Lord."]
Then there is siksa-guru, the
instructing spiritual master. He is called krsna-svarupa, the
svarupa of Krsna. There are two forms of Krsna as siksa-guru: one
siksa- guru is in your heart all the time. He is Krsna in the
heart. He is also manifest outwardly as those Vaisnavas who are
supermost, most excellent and perfect. So Krsna helps the
devotees by diksa-guru, the krsna-rupa, and siksa-guru,
krsna-svarupa.
Srila Narayana Maharaja: You can
understand this by the following example. Srila Sanatana Gosvami
is the diksa-guru and siksa-guru is Rupa Gosvamipada. Can you
tell who is superior and who is inferior? It is difficult for
beginners, for the kanistha-adhikari. Madyama-madyama or
madyama-uttama-adhikaris can reconcile all these things. Try to
be at least madyama. Though one may have taken initiation from
Srila Swami Maharaja 30 years before, he may still be kanistha
adhikari -- not madyama. Otherwise, there would be no confusion
or falling down. A pure devote can never fall down. This is the
reason they did not want to listen to anyone other than Srila
Swami Maharaja, but they should listen to grow.
I am his
friend; I am his siksa-disciple. He is my siksa-guru. In another
sense, I took sannyasa from my Gurudeva, Srila Bhaktiprajnana
Kesava Gosvami Maharaja, earlier then he did. Your Prabhupada
took sannyasa soon after me -- five or six years after-- and
therefore we are god-brothers also. He is junior and I am senior
in sannyasa order, but he is so much senior because he is the
god-brother of my Gurudeva. He is my siksa-guru, and not less
than my diksa-guru. Though we are friends, I honor him in this
way.
We used to take prasadam on the same seat. When he
was penniless, I used to give him my chadder to sit on, and we
discussed so many things. He was very fond of my singing and he
used to play on the mrdanga while I sang. I sang, "Sri rupa
manjari pada, sei mora sampada, sei mor bhajana pujana, sei more
pranadhana" and "Radha krsna prana mora, jugala-kisora." He
always liked to hear me sing. He used to give Srimad Bhagavatam
classes from his writings, and we used to hear him. I took him as
my siksa-guru. He was always my friend. He wrote to me, "Your
relation with me is a transcendental relation -- like my relation
was with my Srila Prabhupada, Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati
Thakura."
Before Krsna called him back, Mahaprabhu
called him back, he presented Srila Baladeva Vidayabhusana
Prabhu's commentary on Gita, and he made it easy for all of you.
By his order and my Gurudeva's inspiration, I translated Srila
Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakura's commentary. His commentary and my
commentary are part one and part two. If anyone will realize
first his Gita, they can next know the commentary of Visvanatha
Cakravarti Thakura.
Is it the true process given by your
Prabhupada that sannyasis should give up sannyasa? Never. I want
that all should be very strong, never to fall down. Never give up
your guru's line. Who is guru? Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Srila
Rupa Gosvami, Srila Sanatana Gosvami, and all the Gosvamis. We
should not give up their line.
Siksa-guru
(evening)
In the beginning of Sri
Caitanya Caritamrta, in the first chapter, Srila Krsnadasa
Kaviraja Gosvami prays to be under the guidance of the Six
Gosvamis. They are his gurus -- siksa-gurus.
ei chaya
guru siksa-guru ye amara
ta"'-sabara pada-padme kori
namaskara
["These six are my instructing spiritual
masters, and therefore I offer millions of respectful obeisances
unto their lotus feet." (Adi. 1.37)]
Srila Kaviraja
Gosvami is not praying to the lotus feet of his diksa-guru. Why?
He is doing pranama to his siksa-gurus, but who is his
diksa-guru? Can you discover who he is? It will be very hard --
very hard. Is it a very wonderful thing that he is not first
doing pranama to his diksa-guru, as we do. He has broken away
from all the rules and regulations by praying first to his
siksa-guru. Why? He who has benefited us the most is actually
guru.
There are two disciplic lines: one is pancaratriki
guru-parampara, and one is bhagavat guru-parampara. We accept
bhagavat guru-parampara, and pancaritriki [the formalities, the
formal procedures, of initiation, as delineated in sastra]
guru-parampara may also be included within it. Srila Prabhupada
Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Thakura, Srila Bhaktivinoda
Thakura, and Srila Rupa Gosvami have all accepted this bhagavat
guru-parampara. Sometimes the pancaritriki guru-parampara may be
illegal and against bhakti. It may be [when it stands alone, not
being included in the bhagavat parampara], but the bhagavat
guru-parampara, under the guidance of siksa-gurus like Srila Rupa
Gosvami, Srila Sanatana Gosvami, Sri Svarupa Damodara, and Sri
Raya Ramananda, is always authentic.
Some say that Srila
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami was the diksa-guru of Krsna dasa Kaviraja
Gosvami, and some say it was Srila Raghunatha Bhatta Gosvami.
However, I consider that when he was in family life, Krsna dasa
Kaviraja Gosvami and his elder brother were initiated into the
krsna-mantra [gopal-mantra] by a family guru. He does not want to
disclose the fact that he left that guru and came to the lotus
feet of siksa-guru. Why did he leave? His eldest brother was
somewhat against Nityananda Prabhu, and he was committing
offenses to His lotus feet at a gathering of devotees at his
home. Menaketana Ramadasa, a devotee of Nityananda prabhu, became
very angry. He broke his flute and at once left the assembly.
Kaviraja Gosvami's family guru supported his elder brother.
Though he favored Caitanya Mahaprabhu he was unfavorable to
Nityananda Prabhu, and Krsna dasa Kaviraja thus rejected him. He
went to Vrndavana, and there he accepted his six siksa-gurus,
especially Srila Rupa Gosvami and Srila Raghunatha dasa
Gosvami.
In the pancaritrika [or anusthanika (the formal
rituals of diksa, such as the utterance of 'svaha' in front of
the sacrificial fire)] diksa-guru there may be something wrong
[for example, he may not be a self-realized soul]. But in the
bhagavat parampara there is never a chance for anything to be
wrong. Krsna dasa Kaviraja Gosvami writes about his bhagavat
guru-parampara gurus:
sri-rupa-raghunatha-pade yara
asa
caitanya-caritamrta kahe krsnadasa
["Praying at
the lotus feet of Sri Rupa and Sri Raghunatha, always desiring
their mercy, I, Krsnadasa, narrate Sri Caitanya-caritamrta,
following in their footsteps."]
yadyapi amara
guru--caitanyera dasa
tathapi janiye ami tanhara
prakasa
["Although I know that my spiritual master is a
servitor of Sri Caitanya, I know Him also as a plenary
manifestation of the Lord." (Adi 1.44)]
This is the
explanation given by your Prabhupada. I am always following my
siksa-guru, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja. I always keep his
explanations with me. I am not different from him -- we have the
same opinion. Those who do not have very much intelligence cannot
understand this fact. Thus, they cannot understand the deep
meanings of Srila Swami Maharaja's commentaries.
Sripada Aranya Maharaja: (reading) Sri Caitanya Caritamrta,
Adi-lila, chapter 1, texts 44-46. Translation by Srila A.C.
Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada: "Although I know my spiritual
master as a servitor of Sri Caitanya, I know him also as prakasa,
a plenary manifestation of the Lord. According to the deliberate
opinion of all revealed scriptures, the spiritual master is
non-different from Krsna, krsna-rupa. Lord Krsna, in the form of
the spiritual master, delivers His devotees. One should know the
acarya as Myself [Krsna], and never disrespect him in any way.
One should not envy him, thinking him an ordinary man, for he is
a representative of all the demigods."
Srila Narayana
Maharaja: Those so-called gurus who think the acarya is like us
-- that he is an ordinary person with a material body and
material senses, and maybe somewhat more intelligent than us --
are most offensive. You should do pranama to them from very far
away. Don't associate with and don't give any respect to such
bogus gurus. And then siksa guru
Sripad Aranya Maharaja:
(reading) Text 47: "One should know the siksa-guru, instructing
spiritual master, to be the personality of Krsna, krsna-svarupa.
Lord Krsna manifests himself as the Supersoul and also as the
greatest devotee of the Lord."
Srila Narayana Maharaja:
Who is diksa-guru? Who is siksa-guru? The same qualifications
will be there in both. For example, Srimad Bhagavatam is the best
evidence, more so than the Vedas, more than the Upanisadas, more
than Mahabharata, Hari-vamsa, the other Puranas, or any other
grantha, scripture. It is amala pramana, spotless evidence.
Tulsidasa has translated many of the verses of Srimad Bhagavatam
in his Hindi Rama Carita Manasa. In writing his Ramayana, Valmiki
also took all siddhanta from Srimad Bhagavatam. All bona fide
gurus are in the same line. They are not against one another.
Scripture explains the qualifications of a real guru.
Tad-vijnanartham sa gurum evabhigacchet, samit-pani srotriyam
brahma-nistham. ["To understand these things properly, one must
humbly approach, with firewood in hand, a spiritual master who is
learned in the Vedas and firmly devoted to the Absolute Truth"
(Mandaka Upanisad).]
The spiritual master teaches that
this world is temporary. Everyone here is mortal and full of
suffering. Now you are young, and your thinking is like that of a
mad person -- taking so many drugs, and not in natural
consciousness. You are thinking, "I am monarch of all. I am
happy." But you are not really happy; you can never be happy
here.
Hiryanakasipu was almost immortal. He wanted to
have the boon of immortality, but Brahma said, "I cannot give you
this benediction, but you can take any other boon." Thinking that
he was very intelligent, Hiranyakasipu then asked for the
benediction that, "I should not be able to die in the day or in
the night, neither in the sky, in the water nor on land. I should
not be put to death by any creation of Brahma -- not a man,
animal, demigod or anyone else. I should not die inside a room,
outside a room, in any month, or by any weapon." Brahma agreed to
grant these boons.
At once, however, in a moment,
Nrsmhadeva came -- that very Nrsmhadeva to whom you sing -- and
Hiranyakasipu was killed. But it was not on the earth, nor in the
sky, nor was it inside or outside of a room. It was just on the
doorway. It was not by any creation of Brahma, nor by any weapon.
It was also not in any month; it was in a leap year. Nrsmhadeva
kept Hiranyakasipu on His lap, killed him with His nails, and
took out his intestines. At that time fire was coming from His
mane and all feared Him -- even Laksmi Brahma, Sankara and all
the other demigods. They did not dare to approach him.
None of the demigods felt they could pacify the Lord. They
cleverly found out a way, however, by sending Prahlada to pacify
Him. Prahlada at once jumped onto the lap of Nrsmhadeva and the
Lord began to cry. He told Prahlada, "I delayed. I could not come
on time. Please forgive me." He requested Prahlada to take any
boon, but the boy very bravely said, "O, I am not a business
person. I am not here to take anything from You. Those who give
and take are businessmen. I have nothing to do with business. I
want only service. I want only to serve You so that You will be
pleased."
Do you know Ravana? He could not be happy by
serving Sankara, Durga, Ganesa, or Kali. He was serving them so
much, and by their boon he attained ten heads. He had the boon
that if anyone would take his head, another ten heads would
immediately come. Still, he was killed in a second. Not only he,
but his whole dynasty was destroyed. He had 100,000 sons and
125,000 grand-children. Durga, Kali, Sankara, and Ganesa all fled
away from Lanka at that time. They also could not help
him.
This was also true for Kamsa. In a moment Krsna
jumped on the high throne and took him by the hair. He jumped on
the body of Kamsa, and in a thousandth part of a second he was
killed. Then Krsna said, "I simply jumped up there and he died.
What should I do? I am his nephew. I only wanted to
play."
You can understand, therefore, that in this world
no one is happy. Presently you do not realize this because you
have taken so many drugs, and you are all mad. When you are old,
however, at the age of one hundred, you will cry, "O Prabhu, take
me. Take me to your place. I am not able to tolerate this
suffering." Then a real inquiry will come. Tad-vijnanartham sa
gurum evabhigacchet. At that time you should go to real guru. You
will wonder, "How can I be happy transcendentally? You will ask
Sastra -- Veda, Upanisad, and especially Srimad Bhagavatam and
Bhagavad-Gita -- and all of them will reply, "You should go to a
realized guru knows all kinds of sastra, who is expert in all
kinds of established truths, and who is perfect. He will be
brahma-nistha. He will have some realization of
Parabrahma."
If he is expert in sastra but has no
realization of Krsna, he is not able to be a guru. He should be
rejected as guru. It may be that he can quote all the sastras,
but he is not a guru if he has no realization, if he himself is
not chanting Hare Krsna Hare Krsna and Govinda Damodara
Madhaveti, if he is not always happy, if he has so many problems,
if he is very angry and very lusty, if he has no detachment from
this world, and if he has many desires. He should not only be
detached and know all sastras, but he should be able to satisfy
his disciples by his realizations in Krsna consciousness.
In sastra it has been written that if you are eating any
food, with each bite you should automatically feel satisfied.
Sripad Aranya Maharaja: In Srimad Bhagavatam it is
stated, "Bhakti paresanubhavo virakti anyatra ca." (SB.11.2.42).
There, a very simple example has been given to help us understand
the effect of practicing real, transcendental devotional service.
When we eat food, we must experience three results. The first
result is that there will be some pleasure, some taste from that
eating. Second, we will have some nourishment in our body and we
will become very strong. The third result is that before you were
hungry, and now, with every bite you take, gradually that hunger
goes away until it has completely gone.
Just as there
are three effects from eating, for one who is surrendered unto
the lotus feet of sad-guru and is following his
instructions--hearing, chanting, remembering, and serving him in
all ways--there must be three results. It must come. First,
bhakti--that means his sraddha, his faith, is growing, and
anarthas are going away. His bhakti, his seva vritti, the mood to
serve, will grow day by day. This is the first result. The second
result is paresanubhava. Realization must come. Gradually he will
realize who he is, who is Krsna, and what is his relationship
with Krsna. The third result is virakti, detachment. If one's
attachment is steadily growing for Krsna, then at the same time
he gradually becomes detached from this world--until there is no
attachment at all.
If you are eating but feel no
pleasure, no strength, and your hunger is not going away, what
does it mean? It means that you must not be eating; otherwise you
have some worms in your stomach, or you have a very bad disease.
There is some fault. Similarly, if we are hearing, chanting,
remembering, and serving for many years but realization is not
coming, our seva vritti is not growing, and we are not becoming
detached from this world, the conclusion is that we are not
practicing bhakti. We are doing something else. In that case we
should submit ourselves at the lotus feet of qualified Vaisnavas.
They will adjust our practice in such a way that we will come in
the line of pure bhakti and these results will come.
Srila Narayana Maharaja: Guru himself practices. He serves his
gurudeva, all the gurus in the disciplic line, Mahaprabhu and
Nityananda Prabhu, and Radha-Krsna. Yad yad acarati srestha lokas
tad anuvartate, tat tat eva itarah janah. This is acarya. He
serves the mission of his gurudeva. Actually, guru is one who has
controlled his mind, anger, words, tongue, stomach and genitals.
He who has control of these is guru. Those who are not doing so
are actually not guru. They have no realization. Caitanya
Mahaprabhu instructs that there are bogus persons -- not guru --
who cannot teach others because they are not practicing
themselves and they have no realization. If one is not detached
from worldly desires and worldly sense gratification, he is not
guru -- he is kan-garoo. He is gudu, animals without tails or
horns -- the donkey. It has been told in sastra: gurur na sa
syatna mocayed yah samupeta-mrtyum. ["One should not take up the
post of spiritual master unless he is able to lead his disciple
from the cycle of birth and death. (Bhag. 5.5.18).]" Mrtyu is on
our head. Death is on our head. It may come at any
moment.
At any moment, even while sitting here, death
may come. When traveling in an airplane, boat or car, they may
crash. All may die at any second. Those who can save us -- they
are guru. If guru cannot save us from this quickly coming death,
if mother, father, husband, wife, sons or daughters cannot save
us from this death which may come at any moment, really they
should be rejected.
Once Mira wrote a letter to Tulsidas
and asked: "What should I do? My husband, and my father and
mother-in-law are now all against my spiritual life. They are not
favorable. What should I do?" Tulsidas at once wrote a letter in
reply: Jineke na priya rama videhi"You should at once reject them
all. Don't delay. Prahlada rejected his father and Bharata
rejected his mother. The gopis all rejected their husbands, and
Bali Maharaja even rejected his gurudeva who told him not to
fulfill the desire of Vamanadeva." Bali Maharaja said, "I cannot
tolerate such instruction. I am rejecting my guru." Such gurus
are blind. Those who are not helping in Krsna Consciousness
should be rejected at once. Vibhisana rejected his eldest
brother, although he was like his father, and Kaviraja Gosvami
rejected his elder brother along with his kula-guru. Don't delay
for a moment.
Here is an example: Someone said, "I
wanted milk, so I bought a cow -- a very beautiful cow. However,
although I was supporting, nursing, and giving her grass and so
many things, still she was not giving milk. She was barren. What
should I do? I want milk." Someone else replied, "No harm; bring
another cow -- a good cow. She will give a calf, and you will
have milk." Similarly, if you have somehow selected a guru, but
krsna-bhakti is not coming -- our love and affection for Krsna is
not coming and we are not developing our Krsna
consciousness--reject that guru. If, however, he is humble and
admits, "Oh, I am not qualified. You should go and get higher
association. You should go to that higher Vaisnava." then he is
really a guru. Giving some respect to him, you should try to go
to such higher association. Pay respect to your guru even if he
is madhyama and doesn't know so much, even if he is not helping
so much -- but he is favorable. However, if he is not favorable
and is always making obstruction, saying, "You should not attend
darsana of any high-class guru. Only be with me and pay some
daksina. You are my wealth, my property." then he should be
rejected. If any guru considers that his disciples are his
property, thinking, "I should enjoy that property." then he is a
bogus guru, not a real guru. If you are within such a guru and
disciple relationship, both you and that guru will go to hell.
Srila Jiva Gosvamipada has quoted from Mahabharata in
his Bhakti Sandarbha. There it is said, 'Gururapi avaliptasya'.
If your guru is engaged in sense gratification, if he has no
discrimination to think what is good and bad, and if he is
criticizing or offending any high class of devotee, at once he
should be given up. What should the disciple do next? He should
search for an exhalted, realized guru, and this bogus guru should
be given up. If you do not give him up and if you continue to
have great affection for him, then you will go to hell and that
bogus person will also go to hell -- surely. We should know all
these things.
Vaisnava hanti nindati vaidvesti. Your
guru may know all kinds of sastra and he may be expert in quoting
evidence from sastra, but if he is not detached from worldly
desires and sense gratification, if he has no realization, and if
he is therefore not giving proper respect to sincere devotees,
then he is not even a Vaisnava. He is a vaisnava-aparadhi, an
offender to Vaisnavas. At once we should give him up, and instead
accept a Vaisnava guru. Avaisnaupadesa Go to any very advanced
guru who has all the transcendental qualities and therefore never
has the chance to fall down.
You should take initiation
again from such a bona fide guru. If you don't know any uttama
guru, or you are not searching, or if you are unable to search
for such a guru, at least you should be in the association of an
advanced Vaisnava. Gradually he will help you. If you are not
following this, then it will be very hard no progress even in
thousands and thousands of years. Guru-nistha is the backbone of
bhakti.
Some ask if I am re-initiating. I have never
re-initiated. If anyone's guru is fallen or he has no faith in
his guru, I will help him. At first, as a promise to myself, I
decided I would not make any disciples in my entire life. My
gurudeva wanted to give me this acaryapada, position of acarya,
but I protested and said, "I am not qualified. I cannot make
disciples." Many years later, due to my relationship with your
Prabhupada, my siksa- guru, Iskcon leaders used to come and hear
from me. I told them that I would only help them, and that I
would not initiate anyone.
After some time they became
opposed and thought, "Oh, he will take all my property, and he
will enjoy as we are enjoying. We will thus be deprived of
everything." I was not going to take their property. Then they
announced, "No one can go to hear from Narayana Maharaja. If they
go, they will be kicked out of Iskcon forever. We have no place
for them. They cannot enter our temples." The temple leaders did
this with so many, and therefore I began thinking, "What I should
do? To whom will the devotees go forj shelter?" I then decided
that I must help them, and at that time I began to initiate.
After that the leaders told me that I must be under their
guidance, but I rejected their proposal.
So I am not
re-initiating. I am only trying to help them. If I do not help,
then who will help them? Because they have lost faith in their
gurus, I am doing so. I have discussed all these things because
we should know all sastric conclusions.
Sripad
Brajanatha dasa: A question is raised by devotees who are
doubting whether we should hear from other advanced devotees.
They say that to hear from anyone other than Prabhupada is like
prostitution.
Syamarani dasi: People think that if we
hear sastra from anyone but Srila Prabhupada, then we are not
faithful to him. They think that we should only hear from him,
from his own mouth, his own body, or his own books. Even if the
same thing is spoken by another pure devotee, still they have the
conception that one is like a prostitute and faithless to one's
own guru if they hear from 'someone else'.
They are not
understanding that guru is one, and also they are not
understanding the principle of guru-parampara. Caitanya
Caritamrta, Adi 1, states that the siksa-guru is non-different
from the svarupa, or the very nature of Krsna, and the diksa guru
is non-different from the very form of Krsna. He is not Krsna,
but he is a manifestation of the form of Krsna. As we know,
Krsna's form and nature are non-different. When His nature is
such that He is laughing, the laughter manifests on His form;
there is no difference between His emotions and His body. If He
is fainting emotionally, then His body faints. Similarly, because
the siksa and diksa gurus are manifestations of His nature and
form respectively, there is no difference between them. The same
person may also be both the siksa and diksa-guru. For example,
Srila Prabhupada is both my diksa-guru and my siksa-guru. Or, the
diksa and siksa guru may have different forms. My diksa-guru is
Srila Prabhupada and my other siksa-guru is Srila Bhaktivedanta
Narayana Gosvami Maharaja. Guru is one because they are both
manifestations of Krsna.
Srila Visvanatha Cakravarti
Thakura has stated in Rag-vartma Candrika that if your diksa-guru
has left the world before you are fully mature and before you are
able to hear his instructions in your heart, it is compulsory to
search out a qualified siksa-guru who is as competent as the
diksa-guru. A bona fide siksa-guru will be an equal manifestation
of the diksa- guru. There is no difference in instruction between
Krsna and Krsna.
If one is inquiring about the highest
benefit of life, pure Krsna consciousness, such an inquirer must
search out a bona fide spiritual master who has heard from the
guru-parampara, who is fully knowledgeable in all sastric
conclusions, and who has realized what he is speaking. He is
experiencing Krsna face to face. Srila Prabhupada gave the
following example: Before he came to the West, he read how it
snowed in America, and he told his friends about it. He had no
realization of the snow, and therefore he was merely speaking
words. When he came to America, then he could understood what
snow was -- because he felt it.
Similarly, one who
actually sees Krsna and experiences Krsna face to face, is a
self-realized soul. His instruction is the same as the
instruction of the diksa-guru, because there is no difference
between Krsna's instruction and Krsna's instruction. In this way,
there is no difference between hearing from Prabhupada and
hearing from any other pure devotee. The very meaning of the word
Prabhupada is one who is one who is the representative of the
lotus feet of Krsna. Any bona fide representative of Krsna's feet
is as good as our Prabhupada. Srila Narayana Maharaja and Srila
Prabhupada are associates in the spiritual world, and they are
associates in this world.
If we ourselves don't
understand what our Srila Prabhupada is saying, due to our own
lack of bhakti, sukritis, samskaras, or faith in him, we will
think that Srila Narayana Maharaja is saying something different.
For example, there are at least one hundred or one hundred fifty
quotes in Srila Prabhupada's books which say that the jiva can
never fall from Goloka Vrndavana. There is no maya there, and
therefore there is no question of falling from there. Srila
Gurudeva is also preaching like that. Without this belief in the
dhama, we cannot advance in Krsna consciousness. Who will want to
go to Goloka Vrndavana if there is again maya? This is
dhama-aparadha. Because, to our material mind and senses, on a
couple of occasions Srila Prabhupada said something that sounded
different, if we don't have intelligence to reconcile his
statements, we will think he teaches that the jiva falls from
Goloka.
It is stated in sastra that vaisnava-aparadha is
so dangerous that even if a mahabhagavata commits
vaisnava-aparadha he will fall down. Some persons therefore
conclude that a mahabhagavata uttama-adhikari, an associate of
Krsna, can fall down if he offends a vaisnava. However, it is not
possible for him to do so. This statement is Bhagavatam is only
there to show the gravity of vaisnava-aparadha.
Only a
pure devotee, only a mahabhagavat, can understand another
mahabhagavat. Just because I have diksa initiation from Srila
Prabhupada, it doesn't mean I can understand a word he says. Real
diksa is: di means divya-jnana, realization of my transcendental
relationship with Krsna. Ksa means the taking away of all
obstacles to bhakti. The real diksa disciple, therefore, is
another mahabhagavata, who is an associate of Krsna and who
realizes His instruction. As there is no difference between the
diksa-guru and siksa-guru, there is no difference between a diksa
disciple and a siksa disciple. Srila Narayana Maharaja is a siksa
disciple of Srila Prabhupada. A very important point here is
that Srila Prabhupada has instructed his disciples to hear from
Srila Gurudeva. If you look on the VNN web-site, there is a
discussion with Srila Prabhupada and Srila Gurudeva in November,
1977, where, in front of all his disciples, Srila Prabhupada is
personally instructing Srila Gurudeva to take care of them. He
said at that time, "I brought so many unqualified disciples, and
whoever Krsna sent me, with whatever capacity they had, I tried
to help them. But I could not fully help them, because of their
own disqualification. Now I am going, and I am asking you to help
them further."
Srila Gurudeva: If you are not
intelligent to go deep, to understand your guru, then you will
not be very qualified. Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja
Prabhupada, your Gurudeva, has never written, "You should not
hear from anyone except me. You should not go to any other
person." Has he written this? He would never do so.
He
has translated Caitanya Caritamrta, but he has not written any
new book. He has translated Krsna dasa Kaviraja Gosvami's work.
He has quoted the verses of Rupa Gosvami, Sanatana Gosvami,
Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, Svarupa Damodara, Raya Ramananda,
Caitanya Mahaprabhu and others. If anyone has curiosity to see
the original book, Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu, what harm is there?
Though he has translated so many books, he has never prohibited
his disciples from reading the original books.
He has
not written Srimad Bhagavatam, but rather he has translated it.
Sometimes I see in these books, "Author: A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami
Prabhupada", but he is not the author. He has written the
translation and commentary. If anyone is reading the Bengali
translation and commentary of Srimad Bhagavatam by Srila
Bhaktivinoda Thakura, should we reject him? Will your Prabhupada
be happy by that?
Suppose Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Saraswati Thakura were to come to you and say, "These are my
instructions. Please hear." What will you do? Will you reject
him? Will you say, "Go back. We want only Prabhupada"? This would
be a very bogus idea. If Rupa Gosvami or Gaura-Nityananda Prabhu
come to you and tell you something, and you say, "Oh, go back, go
back. We don't want you. We want only to hear Srila Prabhupada."
Will Prabhupada be happy? Never. His mission is only to fulfill
their desire. You should not reject them. You should honor them.
I am not different from Srila Swami Maharaja in any way.
In the beginning he told you, A, B, C, D. A, apple; B, ball; C,
cat; and D, dog. I am telling something more, by his desire. We
should not remain in first grade for all time. If we are not
gradually developing our study, then we are like foolish persons.
We cannot remain in the same position, in the same stage, always.
If Srila Swami Maharaja were here now, he would tell you all the
same things that I am telling. Surely he would.
Sripad
Brajanatha dasa: Next question: Some devotees think that your way
of performing the morning program is different from what Srila
Prabhupada taught them, and so they cannot accept it. They think
it is a deviation.
Srila Narayana Maharaja: I want to
clarify this for you. If you are doing arati of Krsna and Radha,
what is the use of singing to Nrsmhadeva? You should chant the
kirtana by Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura, by Dina Krsnadasa, and
others. Srila Narottama has written, Jaya jaya radha-krsna
jugala-milana, and we should chant that. Suppose your gurudeva
wants you to give him some mahaprasadam preparation, and instead
you pour cold water on his hand. What is this? It is nonsense.
Prabhupada gave some concession for the beginners. Now,
if you are performing arcana and arati of Radha and Krsna, then
you should sing the song of that very Radha-Krsna arati. If you
are performing the arati of Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Jaya jaya
gauracandra, at that time why should you chant to Nrsmhadeva? If
you are offering bhoga, then why chant namo maha-vadanyaya or
namo brahmanya devaya? What is the need of those slokas? You
should simply pray, "I am offering this bhoga to You. Please
accept it. There are so many mantras and so many procedures. At
first, for beginners, and for those who had not received second
initiation, he said, "Oh, chant namo maha-vadanyaya, and He will
accept your offering. But now, in developing further, you must
utter the proper mantras and slokas. When performing arati of
Caitanya Mahaprabhu, do not sing samsara davanala lidha loka to
gurudeva. You should chant that before arati, and while arati is
being performed, you should chant, Jaya jaya gauracandra or Jaya
jaya Radha-Krsna jugala-milana. This arati should be sung. When
you are making a bhoga offering, then you should pray srim klim
radha- krsnabhyamor etat nivedyam klim gauraya svaha. This is the
method adopted by Caitanya Mahaprabhu, and before that, by
Narada, Vyasa, Sukadeva Gosvami, Isvara Puri, and Madhavendra
Puri. This was also accepted by Svarupa Damodara, Raya Ramananda,
Rupa Gosvami, and especially by Sanatana Gosvami in Hari Bhakti
Vilas. He has given all these rules and regulations. Your
Prabhupada was so kind, and therefore he made some concessions.
He did not want to disturb anyone. He considered, "Somehow they
should chant, Hare Krsna, Hare Krsna." After that, however, he
said, "You should not commit any offense while chanting." After
that he told them, "You should chant with a sense of relationship
with Krsna." After that there were so many other things he wanted
to tell you. He has written it all in his books, but so many were
not intelligent to accept all his teachings. They neglected his
words. They never honored the mood of their gurudeva, and thus
they very quickly fell down. If those who appear to be in good
standing are committing offenses, it is understood that they are
also falling. They must be fallen. Those who are sincere
grhastha-bhaktas or renunciates will be okay. We should therefore
try to know the real deep meaning of what Srila Swami Maharaja
has written. If they had followed his orders, I think they would
never have fallen down. We must go deeply into his teachings.
Sripad Brajanatha dasa: Last question. They think that
your mood is different from Srila Prabhupada's. They say that
this mood that you have is too high, that it is not for
them.
Srila Narayana Maharaja: For a beginner, the
second class is too high. But, like a plantworm, he first puts
forward one foot on the next leaf or twig, and when he is
confident that his foot is situated on sound ground, he lifts the
other foot. This is also the process of ascending to the roof. If
you are not following, you will think, "I like to remain on the
first step, because my gurudeva has told to be here. He has never
told me to place my feet on the next step. How I can take my feet
from here?"
There was a well made by any father -- for
drinking water. His son was thinking, "My father has made a
well." After some time the water in the well became contaminated,
and there were so many worms there. Ganges was very near, and
many good advisors, the son's older and wiser relatives, told
him, "Don't take water from this well; otherwise you will fall
sick. So many rogas, diseases, will come." The boy replied, "I
cannot obey you. My father has made this well. Whether I live or
die, I must take water from this well. I don't know Ganges. I
will not go to Ganges. I will take this well water." What is
this? It is nonsense. You should try to understand what your
father did. He wanted to give pure water. If your water is not
pure, you should try to make it pure and then drink it. Still
better, you should go to Ganges.
We should try to know
Srila Swami Maharaja's real mood. In the morning, at the time of
mangala-arati, we sing the kirtanas written by Srila Bhaktivinoda
Thakura, Dina Krsna dasa and other acaryas. My Guru Maharaja has
written a very good mangala-arati song. Why should we not sing
that? When all the other prayers and worship are completed, we
may pray to Nrsimhadeva, "O, please save me from all demons.
There are so many demons. You saved Prahlad Maharaja from demons,
and I pray that You will also save me. Who are those demons? Oh,
lust is a big demon. Anger is a big demon. So you should kindly
save me." Then you can pray, "Namaste narasimhaya
prahladahlada-dayine..." You should never think that Nrsimhadeva
is other than Krsna. Krsna becomes Nrsimhadeva when any demon or
danger or problem comes. Krsna Himself becomes Nrsimhadeva.
We should accept the help of those who are helpful in
our Krsna Consciousness. You know that Hanuman is very powerful.
He is Lord Sankara himself, but we don't want his help. What do
we want? We want the help of Sankara when he is in the form of
Gopisvara Mahadeva. In that form he will help us. For only giving
up all bad habits, Nrsimhadeva will help. But how will he help us
in the attainment of Vrndavana and the gopis? Can he give this?
Can Hanuman give this? Who will give it?
We will worship
those who will give us the mood of the gopis. We can worship
Yogamaya, we can worship Giriraja Govardhana, Vrnda devi, Radha
Kunda, and Syama Kunda. They are very favorable, and they can
give us krsna-prema. Sankara in his form as Rudra cannot give it,
and therefore we don't pray to him, and we don't pray to
Nrismhadeva for this. When we are in danger, Nrsimhadeva will
come, and He will save us as He did Prahlada.
We give so
much honor to Nrsimhadeva, but in the appropriate time and in
accordance with His mood. If we are remembering Nrsimhadeva when
we are doing arcana of Radha-Krsna, then Radha and Krsna will go
away. Even if you are chanting kirtana and performing arcana to
Radha-Krsna, if you are keeping Nityananda Prabhu there, then,
according to our Vedic culture, Radha-Krsna will not be there.
They will run away from there.
Therefore, don't keep
Radha-Krsna and Gaurcandra-Nityananda Prabhu in the same section
of the altar. You can keep only Radha-Krsna and Mahaprabhu on one
altar. Because Mahaprabhu is Radha-Krsna Himself, there is no
harm in that. There is no rasabhasa. However, if you are keeping
Radha-Krsna, Gaur-Nityananda, Nrsimha, Hanuman, Rama,
Dvarakadhisa-Satyabhama, Lord Jagannatha-Baladeva-Subhadra, and
the gopis on the same altar -- if you are making a mixture of
them all -- then Radha and Krsna are really not there. They can
never be there. You should realize this.
In Indian
culture, if the elder brother is present, the younger brother and
his wife cannot play together. Never, never, and never. Baladeva
Prabhu is like a father to Radhika. If He is present, Radha and
Krsna will not meet. They will quickly run away. Radhika offers
pranama to Baladeva Prabhu as a father. Nowadays, in Western
civilization, even a woman can go naked even before the eyes of
the elder brother of her husband. She can also play with him. In
Rasa-sastra, however, if you want to love Krsna and Radhika, you
will have to do everything properly. Your Prabhupada could not
teach all these things to his unqualified disciples, and
therefore he told me to teach them something so that gradually
they would learn. If he had told them at that time, they could
not have understood. You should try to know all these truths. I
am not telling anything other than what Srila Swami Maharaja
wanted.
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