Sri Prabhandavali -- Chapter 6
The Disappearance Day of Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami

Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami is an eternal associate of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu and also of Krsna, but in the pastimes of Mahaprabhu, he showed the sadhana-bhajana for attaining the elevated devotional stages of bhava and prema. If a sadhaka sincerely desires to engage in bhajana to achieve the direct association of the Supreme Lord without delay – perhaps in only one or two births – then he should engage in bhajana just as Raghunatha dasa Gosvami did.

But doing that type of bhajana is very, very difficult. How he left his home and family, how he engaged in very strict bhajana, how in his final days he went without eating and drinking and just cried day and night in divine separation – all of this would be very difficult for us. For those who really desire prema, it is not so difficult.

This world is a reflection of the spiritual world, and there is some similarity between them. If we see that this world is a place of instruction rather than a place for enjoyment, we will be benefited. But only those who have taken sincere shelter at the feet of a guru will take such instruction; not everyone will be able to accept it.

Dattatreya understood that this world is a place of instruction, and therefore he accepted twenty-four gurus. When we can fully understand the twenty-four gurus which have been mentioned, we will see that the entire world is our guru. Why has it been said that there are twenty-four gurus? Because there is nothing in all of existence from which some instruction cannot be taken. For an intelligent person, all the objects of the world will give some kind of instruction.

Someone may argue that the world is a prison-house which is full of unlimited misery.

tavad ragadayah stenas
tavat kara-grham grham
tavan moho 'nghri-nigado
yavat krsna na te janah

[“For those who are not devotees of Sri Krsna, the bewilderment of material attachment serves as the handcuffs and foot-shackles which bind them in the prison of maya.”
(Srimad-Bhagavatam 10.14.36)]

sthira hana ghare yao, na hao vatula
krame krame paya loka bhava-sindhu-kula [“For now, return home and remain in household life. Don’t behave irrationally. Eventually you will be able to cross the ocean of material existence.”
(Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya-lila 16.237)]

The Supreme Lord is attained only through abandoning material attachments and engaging in real bhajana. Therefore Mahaprabhu told Raghunatha dasa Gosvami, “For now, return home and be patient, and when the right time comes, you will automatically be able to leave everything.” There is nothing in the material world which is inherently bad; it is only a question of their proper or improper utilization.

antare nistha kara, bahye loka-vyavahara
acirat krsna tomaya karibe uddhara

[“Externally you should behave in an ordinary fashion with your family members, but internally you should have nistha (strong faith). Then Krsna will deliver you very soon.”
(Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya-lila 16.239)]

Honoring this instruction of Mahaprabhu, Raghunatha dasa returned home and began doing harinama and studying the scriptures, and at the same time attending to all of his worldly duties. Eventually his nistha increased more and more, and after attaining the mercy of Nityananda Prabhu, he was able to leave his home permanently. He had tried to leave before and was unsuccessful, but Sri Krsna, the Supreme Lord, could see the desire within him and therefore made the arrangement for him to leave.

When Sri Krsna sees that there is sincere desire within us, He will make all arrangements for us to come to Him. Otherwise, if we try to make the necessary arrangements ourselves, we won’t be able to enter into bhajana proper, and we will eventually fall down. Therefore Krsna makes the arrangement for us, just as we see that He did for Gopa-kumara in Sri Brhad-bhagavatamrta. In the form of guru in the heart (siksa-guru), He sees what is necessary and sends the diksa-guru and the siksa-guru to us.

Who gave Raghunatha dasa the company of Srila Haridasa Thakura? Did Raghunatha dasa meet him of his own accord? The arrangement was made by the Supreme Lord, Sri Krsna. Srila Haridasa Thakura used to visit the home of Raghunatha dasa – why? What was the necessity of his going there?

Haridasa Thakura was a supreme renunciate; every day he would chant three lakhs of harinama. Therefore he could see the natural love and devotion for Krsna possessed by the young boy Raghunatha dasa, so he would go to his home and teach him how to chant harinama. Of course, Raghunatha dasa had the previous samskara (impressions on the heart) of a perfected soul, but here we can see how The Lord makes the arrangement for a sadhaka to acquire the association of a great personality. And He also sent Yadunandana Acarya, who was a disciple of Advaita Acarya, to become Raghunatha dasa’s diksa-guru.

sthane sthitah sruti-gatam tanu-van-manobhir
ye prayaso 'jita jito 'py asi tais tri-lokyam

[“Even while remaining within their respective social positions, fortunate souls get the opportunity to hear harikatha from great personalities, and becoming inspired to dedicate their body, mind, and words, they conquer He who is otherwise unconquerable by anyone within the three worlds.”
(Srimad-Bhagavatam 10.14.3)]

On the order of Nityananda Prabhu, Raghunatha dasa arranged a big festival, and by the power of Nityananda Prabhu’s meditation, He called Mahaprabhu Himself to attend it. When Raghunatha dasa received the audience of the two brothers taking prasada together, this increased his desire even more. Then Nityananda Prabhu placed His lotus feet on Raghunatha dasa’s head and said, “Now all your obstructions will disappear.” So by the mercy of Nityananda Prabhu he was able to leave his home and travel to Puri, where he attained the shelter of Mahaprabhu’s feet.

This time, Mahaprabhu gave him another type of instruction:

'mane' nija-siddha-deha kariya bhavana
ratri-dine kare vraje krsnera sevana

[“Internally a perfected soul thinks day and night of serving Krsna in Vrndavana, and Svarupa Damodara will teach you this very special activity.”
(Caitanya-caritamrta, Madhya-lila 22.157)]

Svarupa Damodara would compose verses describing the ontological position of Mahaprabhu, and he also kept a diary describing the daily pastimes of Mahaprabhu. For instance, he wrote that one night, when the waves of transcendental emotions were powerfully flowing through Mahaprabhu’s heart, He somehow managed to pass through three bolted doors. He mistook the ocean for the Jamuna River, and, thinking the waves to be due to the sporting of Krsna with the gopis, He jumped in. Floating farther and farther away, He came into the net of a fisherman at Cakra-tirtha. When the fisherman brought the devotees to Mahaprabhu, they saw that His joints were dislocated, His limbs were all elongated and He was rolled up into a round shape.

This is a symptom of mahabhava. This will not happen in the stages of prema, sneha, mana, pranaya, raga or even anuraga. Sometimes this will not even happen in mahabhava, but only in the higher stages of rudha, adhirudha, madana, and citra-jalpa.

But this may not even come within citra-jalpa, which is where Srimati Radhika, in the madness of divine separation, was speaking to a bee about Krsna. We don’t find any description of Her ever displaying the symptoms that Mahaprabhu did here.

Sri Svarupa Damodara recorded these pastimes in his diary and revealed them all to Srila Raghunatha dasa Gosvami. Then later, Srila dasa Gosvami revealed them to Srila Krsnadasa Kaviraja Gosvami.

Sri Murari Gupta, who was an incarnation of Hanuman, also kept a diary. But since his feelings were for dasya-rasa, he found other pastimes of Mahaprabhu to be more tasteful, and therefore he described those.

Svarupa Damodara was Lalita herself, so in his poetry he described the mahabhava and higher conditions of Mahaprabhu. Just see what an excellent arrangement Mahaprabhu made for Raghunatha dasa Gosvami: He handed him over to Svarupa Damodara, who taught him all of these things. If we ever receive such a good opportunity, we may understand that it was arranged by The Supreme Lord Himself. For a sadhaka who is especially sincere, Sri Krsna will make such an arrangement, but one who is not so eager will not receive such good fortune.

At first, Mahaprabhu instructed Raghunatha dasa to remain at home, and this instruction was in relation to vaidhi-bhakti. The instruction that He gave later, that a perfected soul deeply remembers Krsna day and night, was on the raganuga level, and Raghunatha dasa harmonized both of these in his life.

Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Prabhupada also gave instructions related to vaidhi-bhakti, such as instructions for arcane (temple worship), while at the same time drawing forth the sentiments of raganuga from the poetry of the Srimad-Bhagavatam. And he combined them in his preaching in this world.

Regardless if people were qualified or unqualified, Prabhupada Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura accepted everyone. Previously there was a prohibition that only those who were especially qualified could leave their homes and families and come to engage in bhajana; but everyone received a good opportunity from Prabhupada. He created a school in which even those who were unqualified could come and learn and gradually progress upwards. Otherwise, we would not have the qualification to come in this line. He opened the door for everyone.

These days, society has become somewhat degraded. Young boys no longer honor the conventions of society or accept the guidance of their parents as they did previously. They sometimes fall into bad company and become thieves and dacoits, and then it becomes almost impossible for them to be rectified and find the correct path. But Prabhupada made schools and centers in Mayapura and all over India in which these boys could come. Perhaps they only had a little taste for spiritual life, but he saw their potential to eventually have complete taste. They learned something there and made substantial progress in the direction of pure bhajana, sometimes even up to the point of becoming brahmacaris. Those who desired to do so could after some time return to their homes, marry, and perform bhajana there; Prabhupada didn’t impose any restriction on that. In this way, Mahaprabhu’s mission was spread throughout India.

As long as Mahaprabhu remained within this world, Raghunatha dasa Gosvami stayed near Him, and when He disappeared, Raghunatha dasa became so disturbed that he at once gave up eating. Then in a short time Sri Svarupa Damodara, Sri Raya Ramananda, and Sri Gadadhara Pandita all left this world. Because everything then appeared void in Jagannatha Puri, all the remaining devotees left there. The very things there which had previously been so dear to Raghunatha dasa now pained him like thorns. His condition was like that of the residents of Vraja after Krsna had departed for Mathura. When Krsna was in Vrndavana, the sakhas and sakhis loved Nanda-bhavana very dearly. The gopis loved the Yamuna’s Gopi-ghata so much because there they would meet Krsna. They loved Govardhana so much because there were so many beautiful gardens and kunjas there where they would make flower garlands for Krsna. Blissfully they would go to these places.

However, when Krsna departed for Mathura, Nanda-bhavana appeared empty and lifeless. The gopis’ remembrance of Krsna became so intense that they no longer desired to go there, and everywhere they cast their vision, it drowned them in the mood of separation. Food was no longer prepared there, the utensils were just lying around, and there were cobwebs everywhere. Who would they prepare food for? Mother Yasoda had become almost blind in separation. In an attempt to forget Krsna, Nanda Baba left Nanda-bhavan, but there was no place in Vraja that would allow forgetfulness of Krsna. Everything just brought more remembrance of Him.

After Mahaprabhu left this world, the devotees in Puri were in exactly the same condition. For Raghunatha dasa, going to the Gambhira was like entering a fire, and day and night he only cried and cried. This is real bhajana, and until one’s bhajana is of this standard, it is only the shadow of real bhajana. Unless one has experienced such intense feelings of separation from Krsna, guru, and the Vaisnavas, they have not entered into real bhajana.

Mahaprabhu Himself showed the way: He was always lamenting, “Where can I find Vrajendra-nandana Krsna? Where has He gone?” Day and night He was crying, feeling the full impact of divine separation.

Sometimes we also cry, but for what reason? Because we have just received some indication that our material attachments and enjoyment may be taken away from us. Inside we should be feeling intense separation from Mahaprabhu, from Sri Radha and Krsna, and if not directly from Them, then from our own guru.

But we have no experience of these feelings of the transcendental world, and instead we only desire material happiness. Actually, we belong exclusively to Them, and with that understanding we should approach this line of devotion. Therefore, first there should be deep attachment for bhajana, and then for those whom we are worshipping. In our conditioned state we are not as much concerned about chanting our daily prescribed number of rounds as we are about things like, “What will I eat? Where will I live?” But how did Raghunatha dasa Gosvami perform bhajana? His only anxiety was: “How will I do bhajana? How can I make sure that this life is not wasted, and how will I attain Sri Krsna in this very life?”

For those of us aspiring for raganuga-bhakti, the life of Raghunatha dasa Gosvami is very instructive, and if we can assimilate into our lives even one iota of his eagerness for bhajana, we will surely become successful. Regardless of whether we are renunciates or householders, we should have some of the eagerness for bhajana that he did. If we have that eagerness, all of our endeavors will automatically become crowned with success.

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